collapsed.

2006-10-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

its official!!

i've moved.
pls.relink me.
click me! :D
(click!click!click!click!)

2006-10-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

kfc in foh sang dere.haha.when i actually still have my phone in my hands.
damnit.i hate life.

pencil box breakOUT!oh lookie.VERY fascinating.ohh yes.VERY.

i feel so lifeless

sigh.what should i do?
feel so hopelessly useless in life.
like its not a BIG difference if i was dead in da family.
was always an outcast
will always be.

i know i know!
ill poison myself to death.
take such overdose poisoneous stuffs
or wadsoever dat kills u.

they frigginly wanna change my life!
change everything
from da way i dress,look & act.
i cant do this.
oh god.i cant

roxyROXYroxy

2006-10-08T10:59:00.000+08:00

oohh!roxys the love!

like totally

anyways; last night daddy said he wanted to take us

go shoppin in the new roxy shop over at warisan square

&& i was totally dumbfounded.

i mean like hellooooo;didnt see dat one cuming!

;and da stuffs dere are totally pricey.

likee its all designed in aussie & stuffs but its all well mostly made in china.

met shana dere though.

da ripcurls;abercrombie;roxy && quicksilver can totally

make u stay forever in the shop.haha

oohh!have i mention deres flip flops?

oohh yes they do sell dem!

TONSTONS of dem!

oh wells.enuf of crapping.off to study agen.

sigh.love ya darlings.

2006-10-07T09:16:00.000+08:00

updates!!

wednesday [best day of my life!]
thursday [grandmas operation]
friday [busy dayy!wasnt home da whole day!]

&& everything was simply intoxinating

well.not everything.just almost!:)
especially on wednesday ritee?:D

nothing much to say except on mon is my friggin 2nd
semester exam!wish me luck darlings!
cant wait for total freedom.countdown?
1 week +.

da HORROR!

2006-10-03T12:25:00.000+08:00

happy 7th months darling :D

been studying.yes i have.and im tired.

so i hook myself up with the computer.

&& have a lil fun;)

soo yeah.pictures gonna be up ;

when im not lazy.

; )

haha.dont mind my sarcasm.

at least i think it is?

kk.update more later darlings<3

2006-10-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

exams scares me.

it gets to me on how you need to remember everything;

understand everything;.

2006-10-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

ok.so i get to update now.tu pun 1 am in da morn.perfect timing ba kan? haih.later at 3 my parents wakin up to sahur.like i am! im so NOT!muahaha.i know got berkat and everything.but im a lazy ass so yeah. :D

i wanna post up pictures.i havent studied!gahh. it haunts me to think about exams.well who doesnt feel scared?

watched shes the man in iris place. i so <33 dat movie!

very hilarious&& nice!should watch it!but its not out yet!sad isnt it?
i cant wait till it is!!

candid.=]

karamunsing at nite<3

more laters.its 1.39 am.im tired.

sorry darlings

2006-09-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

lots of things happened.

honestly..

im too lazy to update.

but i have to right?i mean..to actually let yu know wuts actually happening now in my life.

but not nows.later.g2g.gee.dad.bye!

2006-09-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

i need to make it up to them.

i rily do.

2006-09-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

Christines post.(im just copying)

History
today will be the history in my life.
because of one busybody asshole, i got my first warning letter. how great is that?
i wanna warn u bitch, one more time u EVER TRY to open your goddamnit mouth, i swear u're gonna get it from me. mind your own fucking bussiness.
guess what i've been accused for?
SEXUAL HARRASMENT.
how can a person like me harrast someone?
well, the kid that we're talking about here,
1)probably don't even know what is the meaning of the friggin word.
2)some shitty asshole that is not on the fucking case pigi batu api.
thats what i call 2 Dynamic 2006 of SFC. i don't even know how i'd even live with them. especially Cathaline and Corine. baware of them.
today, during sivics, dave came and called all of us. iris,sarah,debs,jesh,iva and me. i was shocked and scared because i din do anything wrong. so yeah. nervous thing going on. went down to the staff room and went to meet teacher Naimah for like 20 minutes. she said that this is the first time in history that Dynamic people do such thing. then we were asked to go and meet teacher Junaidah. but we were asked to go outside first. so we sat down and talked.
and guess what? we were brought to the PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE. can u believe it? it was nightmare. being questioned like savages. we were standing there for almost 2 straight hours. but who friggin care? all i know is, im gonna be DEAD.
imagine, CHRISTINE KIMBERLY. DESCIPLINE PROBLEM.
like i care. she just wanna take revenge. lets see how far u can go. u think im stupid? bring it if u dare. go on and print out my blog and give it to teacher.
teachers can do nothing la asses. out of school bussiness. u wanna call ur dad? come on. i'll sue u. fucking asshole. in your face la u, tomboy wannabe. now u know that people hate u. jangan harap la u can be a PRS next year

2006-09-26T10:28:00.000+08:00

&& i still need to find HER.

2006-09-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

today had caunselling.and chyeah.we confessed to teacher about lotsa
stuffs.but not all.

den erm.wut else happened?oh yeah.my dad marah.
grr.for a ridiculous topic he scolded me.like wth?
to just have fun && everything he go and scold ppl.ish.
perfect motivation eh?

den ermm.iris birthday dis comin sat!*wut to wear wut to wear?*
gahh.worried.haha.me && sarah havent decided yet wut to wear.
gonna watch moviee!den play games && all.who cares la if its puasa.
im still attending!hahaha. :D

dads gonna be home.g2g.update later!

2006-09-24T14:42:00.000+08:00

Chapter 1: Personal

Middle name: Aishah
Birthday: 4th August
Birth Place: s.m.c
Current location: KK
Height: dunno?:D
Eye color: brownish black/ dark brown
Piercings: none.&& my mum gonna bring me later.but i dun wan.ahaha((:
Birthmarks: none

Chapter 2: Family

Do you live with your parents: yes
Do you get along with your parents?: yes
r your parents married/separated/divorced?: married!
Do you have any siblings?: yes
What pets do you have?: none
What are there names?: ..

Chapter 3: Favorites

City: NY; Rome; Paris; Sydney; L.A!; brisbane; cali && many more.
Season: spring;autumn & winter ;)
Clothing brand: anything.esp elle;giordano;abercrombiee;roxy;billabong;oreef;nikee;fila;& alot more laa.
Color: applegreendarkpurplehotpink and white
Number: 8&9

Chapter 4: Do You ...

Sing in the shower?: sometimes.but now rarely
Call people back?: depends.
Believe in love?: yeah
Sleep on a certain side of the bed?: yes
Wear glasses or contacts?: none

Chapter 5: Have You Ever...

Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Worn braces?: nope
Broken a bone?: nope
Had stitches?: nope
Punched someone in the face?: nope
Skipped school?: yes
Taken painkillers?: yes
Gone SCUBA diving?: nope
Been stung by a bee?: nope
Thrown up in a restaurant?: nope
Been to an overnight camp?: yeah
Written a letter to Santa Claus?: nope
Had detention?: nope
Been sent to the principal's office?: yes
Been called a bitch?: haha.u think?

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last..

Person to IM you?: gavin
Person to call you?: farizzan
Person you hugged?: i-dun-remember.
Person you tackled?: haha. none. no idea
Thing you touched?: keyboard & mouse.wait my phone too!
Thing you ate?: chicken
Drank?: water
Thing you said?: lots.which one u wanna know?

40 RANDOM questions:

Last call received: farizzan
Last call made: mummy
Last text received from: my baby
CURRENT:What channel is the tv on: HBO
What song is playing: the rose
What is your background: da laptop background
FAVORITE:Type of pizza: hawaiian chickenn
Shirt that you own: lots :D [ima shopping whore.bite me]
Warning: none
OTHER RANDOM:Whats the time: 3.o1 pm
Whats the date: 24th September
Whats the day: Sundayy
Do you own more than 5 tv sets: nope
Do you own a toaster: yes
Do you own a house with 2 floors? yes

WHAT DO U THINK OF WHEN I SAY
Cat: teacher theresas cat
Jump: trampoline
Love: my baby
Bed: SLEEP.. lol
Food: laksa penang XD
Scratch and sniff: sarah.haha.i dunno y.sorry doll.

2006-09-24T10:58:00.000+08:00

selamat berpuasa everybody whos fasting.

dis morn woke up at 4.ate den slept bak at 5 sumthing.so hard to
slip back wen ur full you know??

soo.got my hair trimmed && thinned!!ahhh.ill post up a pic later.
den today dunstans gettin his hair cut.haha.

nuttin much to talk about cuz..i dunno?

i havent finish my homework && exams cumin up a week after next week.
gahh.talk about pressure + overdue homeworks.

deffinitely need to get over it.
tuition homework agen waiting for me.plus da pateri thingy agen.haihh.
im goin out.update more later.

2006-09-23T09:38:00.000+08:00

just got back from tennis.funfunfun!yes.
veryy.i just dont likee forehand.my forehand sucks.haha.
cuz my standin was just "too" relax they ssay.haha.
my backhand suprisingly is natural.dey say that backhand
is likee da hardest?
((:

not idea why.anyways, got my comp back.yipee.
but u know wut?i have grown to love the laptop more.although
dere aint much songs in it but..its seriously NICER.hahaha :D

sigh.nuttin much more to do.i likee living wif the laptop.seriously.
missing it.

2006-09-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

new layout!(:

2006-09-22T09:13:00.000+08:00

Faded Â© Memories

yay.today holiday.muahaha.
anyways, no ones onlinee.gee.
cant wait for afternoon.
cuz by that tym everybodys online!; )

update more later.

2006-09-21T18:30:00.000+08:00

we threw balls on p.e

yeah.&& gary was naggin on our group cuz we were slow & retarded.haha.
dont blame us for being stupid.da game was just too confusing to understand.

anyways, its a good thing that pathetic dude has finally come to his senses in
how annoying hes been buggin us.well not exactly directly to him too.just me.
i thought he would actually be smart enough to know hes interrupting someones relationship.
he && his crap speaking.

gah.dun wanna talk about him

btw!have i told yu dat daves got dis so awesome kind of smell.she uses man cologne.
&& its seriously nice smell to smell.hahah.i know sarah & i find it fascinating.

happy holidays to us franciscans.tmrw no school.
form 5 graduation.well not totally official as in like after spm.but for sure
by the tym spm finishes its totally at the end of da year and everyones scattered around.dats da
reason why its held earlier.

ive got tennis lesson tmrw.
and todays english presentation did not worked out cuz teacher din cum.sick.
for no reason me & anna brought our laptop.haha.

so yeah.

im feeling a lil hungry.go find junks first.

later darlings.

p/s: wanna change my layout.boring edi.haha

2006-09-19T10:17:00.000+08:00

2006-09-19T09:56:00.000+08:00

in christines house now.

cannot log in friendster.ish.
anyways not gonna write long.haha.
off to do stuffs.
later darlings.

2006-09-19T09:51:00.000+08:00

yay i got internet connection.
but very sasat one.

anyways wanna tell yu a story between two siblings.
namely?haha.cant tell.

ok so da story is about two siblings.

one form 2 one form 1.
when da sister was sleeping.
da brother cut off her hair!i know EVIL.
i thought so too.but haha.cant help laughing.den didchu know howd da sister took revenge on her lil bro?
by shaving off his eyebrow while he was sleeping!yesh.wut else?
wif a SHAVER.hahaha.((:i got cracked up too.
anyways,chyeah.nuttin much left to say.
jus got off da phone wif dunst.hes busy wif
printing his project thingy.haha.oh well.off to my english presentation!
its due thurs.right after recess.gahh!pressured.
need to rush off.cant delay to class like usual.yer.

2006-09-18T10:15:00.000+08:00

17o9o6

today awesomeeee!im gunna start frm da very beginning!.
woke up 7 sumthing.&& its now a self alarm tym already.i duno why but i cant seem to wake up at 8 like i normally do.ill find myself wqakin up at 7 in da morning.gah.
den had to talk to my dad about the whole TODAY plans.but its cool dats hes cool wif it.
went sunday skewl.met ppl whom ppl keep on ppling about.examples: gerard sharkey;kurt;adam chong;brandon john;&& more lar.
videod random guys too.hah!
den after dat met gavin.well actually hes da FIRST to be asked.
&& so called daddy.&& he went picking me upp.
after dat waited&wAited&WAITED for my dad at home.
nearly gave up on not going.
den my dad came at LAST!
arrived dere & was rily blur.lotsa all saints peeps i dunno was outside.&& insideee.weee.i know dem alritee.haha.
da whole tym was hangin out wif dunst,elle,syl,josh,apple.had soooo much fun gettin wet & wettin ppl.hahaha.((:hope can get an oppurtunity to do like dis agen!prolly after hols.sylvia was sayin we double date or sumthing.haha.shes pretty awesome & outgoing.no wonder elle likes to talk about her (you do elle).; )
but wasnt talkin to sylvia da whole tym cuz shes berkepiting wif teoh da whole tym.so yeah. :D
around 5 sumthing.apples parents came home.well yeahs dey werent home before dat&& we had da house all to ourselvs.fantabulous,no?
so dere we teenagers were.one pack wif da tv.one pack wif da ps2.one pack wif da comp.da pack in front of da tv were us laa.(dunst,me,elle,apple,trudy,sylvia,teoh,jemimah,sunny,joshua,olivia,mitran,faith&& ppl agen la) were all sittin in da dark.chyeahh.and likee everybody sitting in couples dis.hahaha.aweeesoomee.
da ps2 ppl pulakkk.stared in front of da screen da whole tym.shouting cursing wen dey lost or sumthingi dun get it.ahaha.oh wells.never tot farren was one of dem though.haha.
derek was chyeahh da LOUDEST besides joshua wong.(its true wut nicoles said about him)ahaha.
and den da comp peeps are well chinese peeps.unknown chinese peeps.
haha.i remembered jonathan was saying "uiyoo.dunstan..trus diam oo bila itu orang datang".
trus i look at him den he was like."sorry."
ahah.
da water game was a BLAST!jeremiah kena stripped.afiq also.(if dats how you spell it)vera kena sembur wif alcohol.derek and dunst and dey all also laa.da unmuslims ppl.haha.
den kena siram wif host agen.and a BUCKET of water by dat JOSHUA WONGi soo need to get dat guy oo.was poking him like mad.haha.and dunst get da hose frm him && showered him wif water.mitran was likee being disgusting.spitting his saliva into da pail where u fill da water to throw at ppl.
and deres dis one tym where elle wanted to wash her feetand joshua was likee eee.don baa.your feet not so nice also baa.den suddenly he said ehh noo.you put la your feet.kesian whoever yg kena dis water.you cuci cuci bersih bersih into dis water here.i was like laughin like mad.haha.
mitran was half naked and was like throwing balloons and alcohol and sprite at ppl.

OVERALL= da partay was AWESOME.thumbs up to apple.(:

after partay went out to eat japanese food.haha.den here i am at home updatin in my notepad.still without a net. :(

POOf.\

2006-09-18T10:03:00.000+08:00

15o9o6

through dis whole week..i havent blogged.
i MISS my internet && computer.currently using my laptop with my notepad.
very sad isnt it?
anyways, lots have happened through out dis week.had my bm oral unexpectately just now.&& guess what?scored all a's. :D
din see that one coming.{right}prasan o kan?LOL.
within 4 days my credit has run down as much as 11 bucks! talk about daily expenses.
tmrw da computer guy coming.gahh.missed my compp!:(

2006-09-12T10:43:00.000+08:00

weee. im in christines house currently.doing our english presentation wif powerpoint.

using the net at the same tym.over at my place deres NO computer && NO internet.so chyeah wut u expect?

gonna bring camera tomorrow.haha.interview ppl.awesome eh?i know!.

saras over at kl.missing her.
erms.wut else??skewls been ok dese days.
maths on a new topic && historys on last.
havent got science paper yet && cheyeah.
i havent told my parents about my test or results!

cant wait for another tennis lesson && dis sun!haha.i still cant decide wut shud i wear!=(

2006-09-11T09:55:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY:o9o9o6

hAppy birfdAii bAby brother!!(:hes 8 today btw.had japanese food for dinner around 1o-ish sumthing.hahaha.not bad.
den we also celebrated wif da cakes && all (u know da normal tradition)wif da family over grandpa && grandmas h0usee.
for piano..it was oklar.
spent almost the whole entire day at home wif chores housework && yes tv!; )

SUNDAY:1oo9o6

today.my mum enrolled me to a tennis lesson thingy.it was awesomeee!.seriously!.very fun!haha.lukin forward to da upcomin lesson.tmrw goin christines h0usee.den ermm.went shoppin..met sum ppl we knowden we ate.seriously i tell yu ritee.my familys feedin me likee how michelle fed all of us during her partaywhere they stuffs us wif food den boil us and cook us and EAT us!haha.=))crazy theory rite?
den wut else ive done todayy?hrmm.sms ppl.den ermm.received TONS of misscalls as usual by ppl i dunno.&& its da SAME number dat has ALWAYS been miscallin me.shyty kan?nvr admit who they are.
asked mummy bout dis cumin sunday in apples h0usee.i CAN go!!weee~!(: happyHAPPYjoyJOY!.
:D
erm.yeah so gonna finish up my maths den l8r watch my "sad love story".yeah sambung balik.my mum finished it already.i ketinggalan zaman betul.haih.

POOF

2006-09-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

gah sick today.

it all started yest;
after recess after eatin dat pisang goreng!.
den after dat got tummy ache.
den got headache.den dats where my fever comes in.

dis morn when i went to da clinic..
doctor says im sufferin frm anaemia.
&& i never actually tot i could suffer frm it oo.

den ermm.got my bm paper bakk.so shitty i tell yuu
haihh.i feel like burnin it.

den ermm.got maths hw && i have no clue on how to do it.tmrw ask teacher la.

today spent da whole tym sleeping.
no appetite to eat.
too dizzy to stand up
haih.
sufferin u know..

nuttin much has happened.
i feel weak to even update.sry.

2006-09-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

o6/o9

oohhh!.i forgot to update ab0utt yest && da day beforee.soo sry!wif da fact dat ive got no internet makes me forget toupdate about EVERYTHING!. :D

erm.yesterdayy.got kh paper bak.wasnt very satisfying.come to think of it.its NOT satisfying AT ALL!.i suck.seriously.for dis test i SUCK.
2 papers near failing point.wutla dat?suree.i did not fail ANYTHING.but i nearly DID.ughhh.{pressure in mind} how am i gonna tell my parents??!.
i dun wan dem to take my ph0nne awayy.u see how pressure dis can be??.
sarah din come agen yest.got to kn0ww in tuition shes sufferingfrom a fever.
dis sunday maybe im gonna go sunday skewl.hahaha.sAcredHeArt parishh halll~!.maybe gonna bump into belle.MAYBE.gonna bring my cammiee.hehehe.reason?u see la l8r! ; )

<3>

-MS installation night.who am i gonna seat wif

cuz danny has MY tickets.damn it.&& ive asked ameera

but she din answer my msg =/ dunno she recevied or not.
gonna go prepare for skewl && watch trl.
see yaa darlings~**

POOF

2006-09-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

my poll.i mean my groups.

/send me y0ur reasons!:)

2006-09-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

wee.o3o9o6!
loveLOVElove dat datee!soo hearting yesterday!!(:so called "best day of my life".
haha.everything turned out well.went out for da WHOLE day && got myself a 6131 && watch.cuz my previous swatch broke into 2.NOT my fault.my cupb0ard.it kepit da watch && CRACK! it snapped.
i saw teoh or teo.i dunno la how 2 spell his name in gaya yesterday.wif his mum && lil bro.haha.den i saw a few ppl yg i know but i dunno if dey know me.so just passed dem la.haha.if u think dats IGnORANT.its NOT cuz if i ever so did layan dem && dey dunno me.kuyak only!.like sasatttt.
den ermm today BAD LUCK day.dunst nearly got chocked on a piece of gum,his mums tyre got punctured,i got my bad maths marks (nearly failed!!), classmates kena marah by YFC (i rather wont say da name), den alot agen laa bad things.haihh.can dis day get any worse?but it only affected me slightly cuz i got my new 6131 rite?hahaha.

heres a sneak preview.

sneak peak!=]

couldnt find my camera.so can only take like dat.gonna bising my sister l8r.haha
cuz she yang take da camm.&& ermm.yeah.its BLACK!.hehehe.

currently chattin wif brand0n && danny.tadi chat wif elle;ralphhyy;elainee;&& lots agen laa.

tata.off to friendster.//

poof!

2006-09-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

saturday!

guess wut??
dis morn i slept in da morn agen!.1 sumthing.haihh.lolat danny talkin about fashion pula dis mornin.but u noe wut??1 fact between me && him is dat he can never beat me in debate!muahahah.
i think dats a gud thing?but its nuttin to him la.cuz he say no point or faedah also if he debate wif me.hmph!.
happy 6th months!!(:half a yr already,wahh.lol.&& it doesnt seems dat way.it still feels like 3 months.lol.
i wanted to go on9 agen dis morn.after talkin to danny butnext thing i know its already 9 am.haih.i overslept.think i was too tired wakin up.cuz dese pas few days i keep on doin it for sejarah.my body couldnt take it maybe.always not enuf slip.
l8r gonna go wedding.my bro using comp.im using laptop.smart kan?(:
i wanna edit pictures but photoshops on my comp.
ladidahh.
oh yeah!!i got da codes for da email thingy sudah.now have to likee combind everything.i think im gonna try browsing bebo.cuz dis is for my english presentation ba.da questionairs?l8r ; )but make sure u guys go ar?must answer it ; )
oh yeah.now im startin new korean movie.da previous one sudah i watch finish.autumn in my heart.oklaa.she died at the end.da guy also die.tragic la.
&& dis new ones called "sad love story".da gurls blind.&& da guys frm stairway to heaven.my mummy && farizzan likes da guy.lOl.
boring u noe life withou internet?whoever got internet dat must appreaciate.cuz me here yg without wanna jadi gila already.fattin oo.hah.is dat how to spell it?oh wells.
kla.update agen l8r.

2006-09-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

test habis today.gud laa.rite?

but i dun sound happy i know.i dun feel happy.i dont see any diff.
but of course da diff is dat we have to study && all right?

just got off da phone wif danny && brandon.haha.
twoo of dem called at the same tym!.
awesome oo.haha
den we all talked in da multiparty la.

dey all talked in deir maktab sabah slang.
i went && browse my comp while hearing dem
got laa dey all punya guy talk
left me out dere blur
after a while dey asked me 2 cum bak and join.haha
sasat!
but fun!(:

heh.nuttin much else to say.
i finally hantar my sej folio.
took me frm 8 sumthin at nite till 1 am in da morn wo.
dad knew my secret.dang.
he caught me frm my pendrive punya file.
ish.da tym was stated dere.
although he slept sudah.haihh.

my mum bad mood.ih.
my fault agen dat.
well in MY point of view..its HERS.
but to her its MINE.
ish.
bikin panass.

i wanna go find new phone oo.
if cannot motorola i go 2nd hand nokia.ahaha.
sanggup o kan?
da model yg i rily like last tym now no more on sale.haihh.

i feel devastated.
tiba tibaaa//.

sheesh

2006-09-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

pftt.
abit abit already marah.u havent seen real cranky-ness woman!.ish.think u know everything.&& just cuz of DAT u threathen to not buy my cd.like shyt.
dun thin kur da only one i would turn to for shopping!i can always persuade daddy wif mie.or if hes so in ur side to den ill just bring my gurls along.dun think im dat stupid.
sasatt.thinks she has no patience to handle me.well ive got one word for yudont think i wouldnt fight bak if i could.i only didnt cuz i cant.more troublescome in if i did.cuz of YOU!.YOUU!
im so pissed off o.dun think im puas ar.
sudahla dis iinternet so shytty like hell.damn it betul.

&&!

test habis.chyeah im supposed to be happy.&& i guess ur prolly thinkingwhy i dont sound happy.i was till i got home.
shyt kan?wished i can stay in skewl longer.

i need to breakfree.

2006-08-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

ok.back to bussiness.its 12.47 && yeah im awake.

way pass my bed tym.

chyeah.

kinda b0red now.i think phone line sucks.

more laters.

2006-08-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

good golly.

its rainin just now.&& i got wet.yesh wet.
sigh.
so hate my maths paper oo!
first tym in my whole entire friggin life i din finished a question!.
first tym!!
shyt oo.
ish.
den for objective i din do 3.1 i saw da answer but i wasnt sure if its correct dats one.

den.den..ermm.i slept at 2 last nite.haha.i mean dis morning.gah.i dunno how my brain can take da pressure honestly.haha.

ann says i was desperate.was i?maybe i was.but now?
where do i stand?

2006-08-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

happy burfday nina! (:

yeahs.ninas turned 11 today.big gurl huh??yeahs.din realised dat too.

today.sat history ; agama && bm.talk about pressure.u shud have seen us.rushin like hell studyin last minute.oh wells.dats us.haha.

talked to danny on da phone dis morn.was talkin crap wif da guy.haha.he came home at midnite & din go skewl.hahaha.

adam foo & ameeras goin 2 konven tmrw to sell interact tickets.

lookin at julias pic.shes so awesome oo.hehe.

haih.bored.its now 1.26 am.

gah cant slip.actually i can till danny called me.trus terbangun cuz i put alarm so it wasnt silent.haihh.

i wanna go 2 da installation in ms but..got no clothes.dun wanna go shoppin cuz ive just shopped for da recent installation for konven.aih.

need to think on wut shud i wear!gah.dress code : formal
color: white,pink,black

pressurrreee!

2006-08-29T03:47:00.000+08:00

whopdidooo.

its 3 am! actually din tot i could wake up.haha.yay.happy agen dis.got ppl on9 but dey dun chat.deyre asleep =_="

kla.just wanna say dat && sry sarah for not on9 at midnite.i knw u baru slip dis.haha.later.

2006-08-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

monday monday monday!

guess wut?back to school!!
gees i was actually enjoying da holidaysss mr.government.haha.
sasatt.

tomorrow test!ohh.wutever.i din study.&& dunstan asked me to study.hrmph!lol.
i go study laa after dis ; ) dont worry.hehehe.

edited:

yay.my internet linee veryy slow one.but still thankful to actually be on9.
knw how?simple!i cant believe im such a genius to actually tot of dis idea!haha.prasan!ok.wutever.i used my laptop (correction) dads laptop, unplugged the cable frm da comp (internet cable),connect to da laptop & connect! took me tym to remember da password cuz in da comp always auto kan?haha. XD
about today, i just got off da phone wif dunst.haha.last nite call just now twice call agen dat.hahaha for wut?saja.i know da reasonsounds retarded.but i dun feel dat way.kan dunst?haha.

edited agen:

in school everybodeyy acted as if weve never seen people beforee.haha.well its been a while ya know?:P
den abt my kgt.kena deduct marks.ish.mean oo dat teacher.oh wells.she sed we must learn our lesson && my lesson wud be to never ever on da comp while i go out makan.haha.true ba!ish.all my fault!:(

currents listenin to mandy moore.playing da cd.cuz in dis laptops windows media player contains no songs or limewire.even inside itunes also!huhu :(

i feel lifeless.ohh have i sed dat already??i know ive said it aurally.gee.i sound pathetic.i feel pathetic.ish.

i go friendster first lar.see you darlings~! (:

btw,i think dannys cumin bak todayy.hehe.k.buh byess!

oh wait!one more thing.siti nurhaliza weds today.hehe.ok dats all if got more i update.aight?bye!

2006-08-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

sundays post!(:

ugh.talk perfect timing!
just a day before my kgt is duee my comp got brokenn.geescan my day got any worse??da only gud thing abt yestt (sat) was deres no piano!weee.haha. XD
exams over now.nuttin to worry abt ritee?yeah i know.
today (sunn) wen && see monster house over at cathays.haha.dat movie is oklaa.i meann.my younger siblings were da one whoo wnted to watch itt.heh.
0ver at friday i went over to my grandss h0usee && dats y i din update.dont think i wouldnt if i got da chance!
"life seems soo miserable when everything falls apart".
dont y0uu agree?currently listenin to aly && aj.forgot the title cuz its in a burn cd.im not using my compp.using a laptop now.but not connected soo i write first laa on a notepadd.sad isnt it?
i wanna see "the guardian" ashton ktcher looks soo hawt dere.haha. XD
gahh.gud thing i still have my pendrive at least i saved a few of my avv files in it ; )
&& have i mention i missed my internet && compp?hah!i soo dooo!i rily dooooo! ( do i sound desperate? cuz i am!)
&& den got no credit agen dis.soo malang larr dis holidays.after hols got test agen!shit oo.but den after dat gotpartaayyy! awesomeee.weee.cant wait for it!teacher mimi && da whole class gonna go have fun.in water world agen i think?&& dis tym im goin in da waters!hah.
wut else?this yr is almost cumin to da end.i wanna plan my holss!haha.but buttt.final exams also havent study yet.=_=" sasat!dis test also havent study.everybdy din study as ar as i knoww.lazy bah u kn0w?only chng i knw laa study,haha.dat gurlvery rajin.consyance studyin maa.iris pula i know she go syok syok to brunei agen.haha.dat gurl kann. :P
sarah?dunno wut shes been up2.ann stuck at home likee miee.brand0nn?shepnt his tym in centre like adam foo.mohana?entah.shazz?computer at homee.geral yongg & elaine??mapleee s storyy! (a.k.a maple freak!) haha. XD sry lainee & gerall.
streamyx very soopid dis hols.maybe alot of ppl using it.likeee in da library also not like dey use to do stuffss.dey play PINBALL!.ish.
laaa.nuttin much already.buh byesss.i update more wen i got tym.see youu!(:

2006-08-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

yay.i got net at home!aint dat fantabulous?

oh woppdidoo.

2006-08-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

knwwut?im in da library now.&& sum chinese kids are beside me playin pinball.wth?go library waste a buck on pinball.pffft.worthless.

oh wells.hrm.nicky called me.&& he was talkin daym fast i tell yu!!ahaha.he was speechless wen he heard mee he said.hahaha.riteee.

fyi,nickys form 4.frm la salle.haha.

sheeshh// dese kids keep on bumping my chair.gahh.
now i knw da feelin frm sarah && dey all wen dey come here.hahaha.

my period of usin da nets only an hour.daym it.so not fun.ill try wakin up in da crack of dawn la l8r.

pictures!

haha.i like dis one especially ; )

my tym limits almost over!toodles!

2006-08-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

adam just called.he wans to hang out.tmrw lagi dat.see first laa.he wants to come over.hahaha.
should him?

den tuition tonite was plain okk.

dannys over at seremban now.haha.he wants to buy stuffs for us here.haha.
sweet~.

i wanna post up pictures.gahh.

2006-08-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

2006-08-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

1. What are you listening to right now?
-m0vee along by the all american rejects.
2. What song makes you sad?
depends.
3. What is the most annoying song in the world?
emo sucks.although its like funny also lar but annoying too in a way.hah.
4. Your all time favorite band?
panic! at the disco. Pussy cat dolls.son of dork. lilix && alot moree.
5. Your newly discovered band is?
none.
6. Best female voice?
kelly clarkson.mariah carey.christina aguilera.
7. Best male voice?
err.lead singer for p!atd ;)
8. Music type you find yourself listening to most?
pop, rock.
9. What do you listen to hype you up?
techno songs! (:
10. What do you listen to when you want to calm down?
err.relaxing songs. :D
11. Last gig/concert you went to?
ahh.ages ago.i know.l a m e.
12. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now?
panic! at the disco && son of dork <3
13. Most hated band?
ermm.none i suppose.
14. Song that makes you think?
panic! at the disco songs.
15. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do?
errr.
16. Coolest music video?
lots ;)
18. What do you play/would you play in the bedroom to spice things up?
pussycat dolls, black eyed peas, cascada.
19.What song makes you yearning/longing/something of that sort?
dunno.haha.
20. Ever been in a mosh pit?
nyeh?
21. Are you in a band?
nope.
23. Ever dated a musician?
nope.
28. Do you wish yourself that you were a musician?
yeah.
29. Best chick band you know of?
PCD baby!
31. Last song that you heard on theradio/cd...etc...?
thank god i found you by mariah carey
32. What do you think of Classical music?
oklaa.
33. What do you think of Country music?
keith urbans good
34. What do you think of Death metal?
depends.
35. Last BIG band that you saw live?
none.
36. Are you a groupie?
maybe.
37. Do you listen to music in foreign languages?
yeah. lots
38. What famous musician would you like to do it?
do wut
39. Worst concert moment?
din get to meet the star in person.
40. Funny concert moment?
dunno.

2006-08-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

oohhh~
yesterday hung out in marina wif apple;elle;jing yi;eejam;&& ryan (:funfunfun!!lots of pictures was taken.exam was also okkla.i like da examiner!shocked?haha.me too.lol.she was awesome && yes its a SHE.withtin 1o years dey mite be only 1nce or 2wice a lady examined students on piano for ABRSM.dat stands for Association Board of Royal Music School of England.
jessey mccartneys new hair styles hawt.
so yeah.last nite got tuition den we all called azwan ali.haha.seriously was him!wen we called he was shooting for radio live dat tym.so he told dat and he hung up.like wth?oh wells.din rily care abt him.
haha.
so ill just make it short && simple.my connection sux.
dis also i type in notepad den copy paste.shitty kan?laters.

2006-08-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

i havent exactly wrote every details ya know?dats my tinye weenyy confession :D

on sunday.. me && da family went to hyatt hotel.pictures?later.
celebrate my grandparents aniiee.so sweet!we ate dimsum.den l8r we all go shopping.
dis adam chong msg mee i tot who agen.hahaha.

anyways, today (monday) i went teachers house.tmrw piano exam =/ im scared.crack of dawn lagi tuuee.9 in da morning.my sister 8 in da morning!gahh.

my scales honestly suck.da minor scales laa.geez.teacher asked me to learn myself but i nvr did so i just guess only dats y almost all wrong.hahaha!i was given da tym && chance to study but i do sumthing else.smart kan miee?

den ermm.ab0utt my relationship with my mum..were cool.actually were terrific!shes so dere for miee.shes cool & all [know why?cuz i dun piss her off like i used to :P]

wut else?ermm.currently chattin wif ralph && apple.gonna go hang out wif her && elle tmrw in sutera.most likely laa.

den den ermm.wut else?last nite on9 till 2 sumthin chattin wif ppl.danny was dere.dunstan also.apple & christine too. :D anyways.wanna do survey. }period///.

2006-08-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

installation!(:

2006-08-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

omg!! i soo HEART last night!

haha.okk.yesterday started out like dis.

1) went karamunsing in da crack of morning.likee 8 sumthing or 9.i know damn early kan?all shops still close.haih.
2)ate in da karamunsing food court.
3)went kids avenue.i lovee banging myself in dat shop.as in find myself inside dat shop.cuz it reminds me of my kiddies days.&& it rawks.cuz u know why??everything dere is likee.awesome!haha.although its for babies but still :P den met joanna dere.i think its her.looks like her.haha.anyways.just saw her den look back in front.den look back at her.like u know da terkejut punya look?LOL!.
4)went out to parkson.
5)rushed to piano
6)pick uncle alex up after piano for la salle dinner in magellan.
7)reached home && got ready as FAST as i can.do u know how hard was dat??lol.
8)arrived at pan pac around 7 sumthing.danny called me.& i was outside.just arrived.haha.he sed got psychic powers.haha!den wen i went inside pan pac lobby he was dere at the side ALONE.i know.i know.talk about punctuality.haha.but fyi its not my fault ar?

then we went up.cuz the security guard asked me "st francis convent?" im like "yeah" den he was like "3rd floor." & im like "oh.okiee.thanks!(:" den me && danny went up lor.met they all brenda outside.den i was like "got ur money?" he was like "of course la".hah.if not.itll all go to me u know?cuz were both buying tickets frm debra jane form 4/5 i forgot.i think form 5.so i rang her up & told her im here.den i met her outside of the function room.den dats where i met adam foo!i tot who agen dis guy yang crapping wif danny.haha.den after a while he asked me my name.im like "iva" hes like "iva?form 2 ka?" im like "yeah how u know?" den he was like "u know dunstan ka?" im like "er.yeah?how u know??" den he was like "ammera.im adam." && im like omg adam foo? hes like *giggled* yeah.

den me & danny went inside and da room looked was like half crowded.i was searching for angela so i called her up.and she was like i see u.ur in da front door rite? im like yeah.im at the front she said.i was like where?so blur o me dat tym.ahahha.den at first da seats wif angela only reserved for me and danny but den kesian adam no place we took him in.haha.hes da only guy wif tux & a knapsack.lol.

we ssed.not dat much also la.but still deres ss time :P

danny && adam bising2 wen everybody quiet and listen to da speech.deyre da only one talking.i dun think dey realised dat.hahaha.

pictures later aights?

den after dat we all eat; talk; take pics.ohh!&& know wut??danny so gentlemen!serious~.adam also lar.but danny more.haha.angela also thinks so.oooh!&& got dis guy named ng ritee.angela sed hes cute.haha.but got dis form 4 gurl tried sudeucing him till dat made adam geram till he pinch me man!on the leg.ahh.so sharp ooo his nail.LOL.

the four of us walked to marina.&& snapped a few shots dere.but too bad danny had 2 go bakk.
da ending of yesterday was pretty sad && lame la.i mean cuz its likee everybody cabut u know?

only me & adam left.we go have drink and listen to da music.ppl think were together i think?haha.but hes totally fun to be wif.he was psycho oo wen he danced highschool musical ost.yesh he danced!and wiggle his body.&& jump jump till he splashed water on ME!can u like BELIEVE DAT?my dress was wet && my shoes too!i screamed oo.00mg.i feel so embrassed now.but dat tym.aahhaha.he was so scared.i told him i hate him.haha.but den an hour l8r were friends agen like nuttin happened.hahaha.guess dats a gud thing of being frens wif guys.
ok picture tym.

period//.

2006-08-18T22:25:00.001+08:00

ive changed my xanga layouts already!(:
hope its okla.i think da fonts too small.but heck ive got soo lil tym to change it.nyah.later la baru buat//.

i soo need to plan for my holidays!!need to beee busyyy!baru syok.kannn?likee if ur not rite;ur feel like ur actually couting down or waiting for the moment of doom!

im currently listenin to :here i am to worship".i LOVEEE that song!!.i know its likee gospel but its so awesome.my rc frens la kasih sing sing untill i like it!haih.&& one way also..
it goes like

one way jesus..ur da only one ... sumthin
sumthing.

gah.dunnola already :D

wanna upload da pictures i editted yest.
btw.i think im starting to understand my mum.
i know it sounds..weird. (does it?)
dunnola.

wanna go sutera!!<3

2006-08-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

one way jesus..ur da only one ... sumthin
sumthing.

gah.dunnola already :D

wanna upload da pictures i editted yest.
btw.i think im starting to understand my mum.
i know it sounds..weird. (does it?)
dunnola.

wanna go sutera!!<3

2006-08-18T17:02:00.000+08:00

SO FAR:

*ab0utt the saturday thing,i dunno.tickets are totally out.i mean..its finished.(frm our skewl dat is) gah.dose form 3 gurls yg paling banyak buy.=_=" untill no more left for us.even those dat we booked earlier are sold out! hahh.now dunno la if actually going.dey all mohana && jeshi buyin tickets frm la salle.dunno if g0t still or nott. if none also nevermind lar.no mood d to actually bribe everybodyy.
*kerja kayu redo.yeas.AGEN.teacher wanna kill me ooo.
*edited pictures last night.&& my mum finally paid da bills!weee~: )
*not much homeworks just folios and essays.hah!can hang outtt.BUT after hols g0tt test!: ( i know.bummer rite??
*connectionn not so gud.haihh.
*met jing yi during the piano trial exam.owh gawd!missed her oo.shes all grown up now.haha!=)) we used to play together last tym.shes frm KKIS.&& she rawks although shes a lil younger den i am. but heck.i dun luk at age ya know??
*david was there when i went for trial.&& ahh!he gave me a scare.he was likee not staring la but likee. uncomfortable laa.u kn0ww?
*tomorrow dey all wanna hang out in sutera;although were not going to the dinner.dunnolars.
*boreddddddd.wanna go friendster now.later!: )
&&!laterr during holidays who wanna go hang out??go pizza or sutera lar.or anything la.just hit me abt it yeah?:D

oh!btw,take a look at dis!

RESULTZ OF SURVEY!!

MOST FRIENDLY
Linnet : 10 votez
Satmit : 4 votez
Christabelle : 4 votez
Una : 3 votes
Debra A. : 1 vote
Deborah : 1 vote
Lee Wei : 1 vote
Chong : 1 vote

HOTTEST
Iva : 15 Votez
Ann : 6 votez
Grazele : 3 votez

CUTTEST
Una : 5 votez
Sarah Maijol : 4 votez
Angela : 4 votez
Vivian Ng : 3 votez
Chong : 3 votez
Grazele : 2 votez
Lee Wei : 1 vote
Nicole : 1 vote
Lysandra : 1 vote

MOST TALENTED
Lee Wei : 9 votez
Iva : 6 votez
Chyna : 4 votez
Grazele : 4 votez
Geraldine Yong: 4 votez
Chua : 2 Votez
Nicole : 1 vote
Corine : 1 vote

GOOD IN CROWDS
Mohana : 11 votez
Cathaline : 9 votez
Satmit : 3 votez
Ann : 1 vote
Sarah M. : 1 vote
Jeshwina : 1 vote

NGAM 2BCUM MODEL
Grazele : 7 votez
Iva : 6 votez
Mohana : 6 votez
Josepha : 2 votez
Sarah M. : 1 vote
Mellisa : 1 vote
Ann : 1 vote
Chyna : 1 vote

FUNNIEST
Una : 7 votez
Chyna : 4 votez
Shazzny : 4 votez
Angela : 3 votez
Satmit : 2 votez
Cathaline : 2 votez
Nicole : 2 votez
Lee Wei : 1 vote
Jeshwina : 1 vote
Debra A. : 1 vote

CRAZIEST
Angela : 20 votez
Satmit : 1 vote
Jeshwina : 1 vote
Cathaline : 1 vote
[-AaGw WaS HeRe-]

2006-08-15T08:49:00.000+08:00

ive been thinking about the whole "dating-wif-danny" thing.&& i feel likee asking dunst ab0ut it.its like weird ya know?

picture time!(:

in little italy!(:

2006-08-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

ooohh.just came back frm uncle williams partayy.rockin house.i loveeee da apple green people!!hahaha.ohh ohh!&& the HOT red && the pictures.LOL.i have issues rite?
denn wut happened today?

hrmmm//.

dannys saying he wants to be my date for this cumin installation nite.hah.im like "oh. O_o" lol.
tula dat dunstan dun go.hmph. :P i dunnola.but if dunst dun rily wan me to go as a date wif danny den i can so tell danny lar.am i makin sense?*wink wink*

chatted wif kimmy just now.upsr is so close yet shes not really prepared yet.&& she was suppose to come to her daddys place just now but shes got tuition.wanted to have a chat with kim & nigel actually.nyahh.

den ermm.wut else?everything seems soo right dese days ya know?i need to hit "something different" and buy STUFFS for my kerja kayu.teacher din accepted my work cuz she knows i can do much much better den how i did it.oh wells.i din rily care ba so u see?she wants it redone and hand it over dis thursday!i got wut?48-96 hours???ish.minus the sleeping & resting part & computer part & tv part & eating part & skewl part & shoppin part & all other parts la! :P

wanted to post up pictures but lazy laar.later la yeahs?if sempat tomorrows.kays?

omg!i so cant wait for saturday!i kept on rubbing it in to sarah ; shazz & christine.haha and thank god! christines coming!(: who else is going?danny i dunno.he sed maybe.&& he wants to kasih jealous my frens cuz my date senior.im like "if dey care also la"hah!.

update later.busy chattin! XP

2006-08-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

i so love my life~!!!
ever since last friday.everything soo awesome u know???*dreamyy*
gah.serious!

tonight im going out.to uncle williams open house.

2006-08-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

today awesome!!.shop alot.&& i seriously mean ALOT :P
bought dis new dress.and i lovee iitt man.den denn aunty jeans awesome!!
i love her.

den ermm.wut else?had extra piano lesson today.gahh.exams next tues.like i care.geez.pressure is SO ON o!.haihh.

currently trying to figure out how to actually make dat idea i had in my head on abt my project cum to reality.do u have any idea how hard it is?like i have to configure so many HTML codes.haih.but its worth it i guess?

gah.update later laa.no tym now.its running out.ya know?

2006-08-13T19:57:00.000+08:00

paint brush
I keep my paintbrush with me
Wherever I may go,
Incase I need to cover up
So the real me doesn’t show.
I’m so afraid to show you me,
I’m so afraid of what you’ll do – that
You might laugh or say mean things
I’m afraid I might lose you.
I’d like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me,
But I want you to try and understand,
I need you to accept what you see.
So if you’ll be patient and close your eyes
I’ll take off all my masks real slow
Please understand how much it hurts
To let the real me show.
Now my masks are all stripped off
I feel vulnerable and cold,
And if you still love me with all that you see
You are my friend, pure as gold.
I need to save my paint brush, though,
And hold it in my hand,
I want to keep it handy
Incase somebody doesn’t understand.
So please protect me my dear friend
And thanks for loving me true,
But please let me keep my paint brush with me
Until I love me, too.

2006-08-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

i simply had so much fun today! its saturday btw.i went on9 in the morning and chatted wif ralph and danny.den denn.i went out to watch lady in the water in cathay.nice man!but only the dog part la yg bikin takut.soo loud.i was practically sitting near the pa system.daddy la dat pick dat sit agen.i wan centre he pick side.ish.only me and my dad punya outing.everybody else dun wanna watch it ; )

and den after movie rushed to piano class.kena marah cuz my minor scales all wrong.ba i din study it for 2 weeks?i din go class for 2 weeks ba.haha.very sasat o miee.oh wells.i dun rily care much abt dis cumin exam.but yet everyone arnd me is pushing mee.huhh?

before goin movies we all stopped by wisma.mummy bought a new blouse in jen_hips.awesome collection!i like dis one particular white v cut dress.wanna go agen tmrw and spend tym lukin at every single outline dey have!haha.so desperate kan?haha.sounds . anyways,i think my parents let me go installation night.whos going?hit me ar.update more abt friday laters.no tym now.sorry darlings.

2006-08-12T11:02:00.000+08:00

august 1oth

so sry darlings~.i din pdate about thursday dat much.blame the parents//.gah.
so anyways, did i mention dat i so hatehatehate my sivic teacher?yeah.mrs pava sumthin sumthin.so annoying man.she can like totally pisses u off in just like >that!<>

den ann told me ive got pass to go 2 da bilik ketua bidang.do the jubah thingy.im like "oh!".okk.soo after sivic was recess den me && chris went to the room lar.haha.so fun le.i was called a housewife )): can u believe dat??ish.mentang-mentang laa i lipat the jubah soo tidy.hahah.
we did lots la inside dat room.and everything dat we talked about dere is already sworn to secrecy.so yeah.

inside dat room also laa jeshi act like she kena rasuk.sasat man.sarah && christine so scraed untill shouting.me && ris keep quiet only.and luk at dem.haha.very sasat i tell yu.but very freaky also ba dis jeshi.haih.tu la u jeshi.do agen like dat :P

2006-08-11T09:12:00.000+08:00

im suppose 2 be at jeshis place now~ gonna go pizza dere.hahaha.can bring cammm :P
anyways.gonna go NOW.bye! update everything l8r.last nite parents marah cuz im practically spending almost my whole entire life wif da comp.haha.

2006-08-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

hotchix crib

scaryy oo dat user.i mean he or she got ALL of us in dat account.asking ppl to vote.like wth?nata was da one who told me first abt it.she was like i voted yu already.im like huh?wad vote?den i was like if ur talkin abt hall o fame in skewl punya dat.its only for form 5.yg u put me teda2.hahaha XD.
den she was like huh?wad hall o fame??in friendster ba!im like HUH??.den she gave me da link.&& likee SHOCKED la.den den i told christine.she was like UINA.gila!at first we thought got stalker or sumthing.cuz dey posted up our pictures and stuffs.den likee all day all of us was like figuring out who might be doin it.gahh.everybodys suspecting da girls in our class.but everybody also puzzled how can petrene suddenly be in it?i mean shes in other class.and is da only one frm other class.gah.dunnolars.

anyways,gonna update more about it laters.wanna get ready for skewl already dis.11.1o already.hahaha XD.

2006-08-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

happy burfday amirah!(:

ohh and dis morn before goin 2 skewl i took a peek on "i cant hate you anymore" world premier.awesome man da song!featuring nick lachey.

i found out danny wrote abt me in his diary.hahaha.he told me lagi tuu.den denn.he gonna spend me next tym!muahahaha.he yg kawan me and sarah in 7k run while waiting for our cars.fun also la him.form 4 guy.frm maktab.

me & my mum still renggang.oh well.wuteverla.i dun think she cares.always picking on me man.shit o.mentang2 my dad not home till thursday!wait dats tmrw.hah!she cant scold me in front of him nemore.haha.

dis afternoon after recess kan..kan yin hui molested me.hahaha.nola.kidding.she strong oo.hahaha.mentang2 she luks like a guy and big and all.denn we sang dis patriotik songs and all.and den got sajak thingy agen.sempena da merdeka week.cant wait for tmrws singing activity agen!hahaha.funfunfun!

tuition was ok.today replacement.tmrw have 2 go agen.teacher talked abt circles.gahh.
she actually guranteed us dat we can get a.cuz we seem like no prob in maths.haha.we were like if we dont get a teacher?she sed u can slaughter me.hahahaha!awesome man she.although shes like a retiree but she curses and she says "man".shes deff cool for her age && guess wad??shes a grandma!!; )

nice kan?neways my mum marah.she wanna watch movie.cannot sabar.pfft.

2006-08-09T09:26:00.000+08:00

whethers really stormy.haha.&& im alone at home currents.oh wells.its rily awesome wen its rily cold and it luks like da typhoon #29 in crying out love in the centre of the world.haha.sasat man me.~

2006-08-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

2006-08-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

gahh.lots happened today i guess?

shereens burfday today.
happy burfdayyy.
den i nearly died on da stairs today.hahaha!
i know.serious!; )
i have like no idea how i lost my balanced and christine was behing me dat tym.
i screamed && she screamed too!hahaha ((:
gud thing i managed to hold on to da thingy where ppl hold to get upstairs.hahaha!
sasat man.
christine panicked oo!hahahaha!

today i got my test results back.as in da whole thing.likee ur pecentage & ur position in class.
gah.i got 14 but my percentage decreased in likee 6%.so low oo.hate myself.haha.but i guess it wasnt entirely my fault.i mean papers were hard.mostly subjective and dey lessen da no of questions so each question is worth wut 2-3 marks?darn.

i heart poking evee.haha.had a blast with her during kh just now.didnt we darling?haha. XD
talked random && lots of stuffs la.next class sit together agen ar gurl?; )

crying out love in the centre of the world is a niceee japanese love story.hehehe.akis like really purty dere.

during recess just now me; shazz && christine grabbed legs.haha.it all started frm ME ba dat.was bored.cuz i din do anything else except watched her eat.christine i mean.me & shazz came down late frm class soo food finish d by den.hahahaha.fun oo!wanna do it AGEN.shazzny screamed.cuz i grabbed her legs.hahaha.christine jerked while eating.i think she nearly choked?hahahah!

i actually craved my Mr.Potato chips just now during skewl last period.hah!went home trus luk for da chips ooo.left abit oni.just now while watching highschool musical i ate.hahaha.every details dis i tell.XD

anyways,wanna go upload pics && upload dem here.later!

edited

i witnessed all da house got black out just now on the way to tuition.awesome kan??awesome oo!den da wind so strong till my mums umbrella bengkok.hahahaha!funny~.den den no tuition cuz my teachers place no current.good kan?tmrw replacement.darn.my sister dun wanna go trial exam for piano cuz i dun wanna go.she scared ba dat.haihh.she nvr brave enuf without me.cuz besa since small always wif me.ish.

2006-08-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

happy burfday daddy!:)

yup.daddys burfday today.da moment i woke up i called him (cuz hes in kl) and wished him happy burfday.(:

tmrw shereens 16th burfday!:)

dendenn.last night i spent my tym talkin to dunst on da phone forr likee i dunno few minutes?hahaha!:)) my dreams lar.2 hours kan dunst??hebat o us.hahaha.sasat.

i wonder how i can managed without my phone for a month.but hey look at da bright side; i get to save my credit rites?its 3o sumthing now.over 35 lar.haha.imagine next month wen i got my phone back den i complain to my mum & say "mummy,realod me.it expired d" by den ill have likee 6o sumthing? $$$ hahaha!.

i cant believe dat my mums seriously serious abt takin my phone && all.how could she do dis to ME?so not fair.just cuz i BRAGGED her about shoping?like wth?ugh.ill just pretend i dun care den.hah.like i can.can i?dunno la.wutever.

i had fun during masa pulang just now.haha.was laughin ou heads off abt victor MOSOOM,obed,grease (this rocking highschool musical drama done by seri insan.gunna talk abt it laters),mandela,&& ermm.yeah mostly dat.

next weeks gunna be very busy && tight fer me.hahaha.but in a GUD way of course!; )

on the 17th/o8 gonna be cumin back home frm skewl 3 hours ealier den usual cuz ermm.mesyuarat agong thingy.i think?den den dat nite got tuition but at the same tym i wanna go grease.dat seri insan drama in magellan ballroom.7 pm.need to get tickets frm pm aini.if not call da num o88-236 sumthin sumthing.daym!i forgot :D hahaha.oh wells.nvmla.me && chris actually talked abt wut we shud be wearing padahal not sure yet going.sasat kan?hahaha.da reason she wanna go is MANDELA.as usual.hoping one table wif him lagi tueee.hope fates on her side.hahah!.

den on 18th/o8 got dat kawad kaki thingy.frm 7-11.&& den NO SCHOOL!!oh gawd.happy dis.hahaha.dun likee friday.but i like friday nite laa!hahaha.

i need to pass my kerja kayu thing up lar.finished measuring,sawing,nailing,and spraying.final touches?deco && da cover for the box thingy.i dunno wut i just did but at least its SUMTHING.hahaha.riteee?: ) tmrw gunna cut off da edges and ermm.yeahh.

pictures?after dis yeahs?; ) malas wanna configure da codes o.hahaha.sabar ahh elle :D

edited.

spent my whole recess wif eveee(: and denn you guys should try downloading london bridge && kenangan terindah.haha.heart dose songs<33

2006-08-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

pictures frm michells party!

2006-08-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

5th august.
Today was fantabuloushleyyy fabulous!; )Haha.[there such word u might wonder?.Haha.Go find out]Well,firstly we all planned to go pizzaria but cuz it mite be a rush frm pizza to da seminar so decided to make it a dinner instead in Little Italy.So yeah,while waiting for the seminar to start all of us went to Wisma Merdeka &&amp; shoppppeeddd!especially muwah.; ) haha.Bought 2 new tank tops & skirtss.i HEART it oo.den denn..after a whilee;ryan got tired..&restless..&amp;cranky.darn.so had to stopped shoppin cuz of HIM.and bought smoothies & headed off to the seminar.Gahhh.Seminar was soooooo frigginly BOORRRINNNGG.the part abt listening laa.sure its EDUCATIONAL butttt..ahh.nvm.i HATED the part where i had to sit on dat friggin chair for 4 friggin hours.shyt o.i din go newhere but da SAME SPOT.imaginee.for FOUR FRIGGIN HOURS.nearly went NUTS i tell yu.NUTS!next thing u knoww,i wont remember who y0uu are and will be known as CUCKOO.hahaha!=))den den..deres dis part of the seminar where we all are grouped in 3.so my partners was dis guy whos ALREADY a daddy.yesh.&& hes indian.next is a ~~hot~~ cute 16 yr old chinese boy.; ) &&amp; he sat NEXT to meeeeee.muahahah.lol.he always get praised by Mr.Lim. a.k.a the guy who did the TALK. Sooo..whilee listenin to the guy talking i did my sneaking also laa.i smsed brandon;dunst;evee.evee was currently in a beach dat tym &&amp; in sutera.told me she got this hot tatuuedd guy to reload her phone fer her.lucky gurl!:P den brandon i dunno.out of da blue din reply nemore.dunst also.i think he went karate??i dunnolaa.sutera was a deffinite sanctuary to evee!hahaha.; ) kan darling?so after da seminar FINALLY finished,rushed to pick up da YOUNGLINGS frm piano &&amp; headed home & quickly get dressed.

den went little italy && had dinner wif elle.after dinner we went bowling in sutera.den ss.den ate mcflurry by then it was arnd 1o sumthing.so we sent her home and i smsed ppl to slip.hahaha.tired man.so i crashed; )

shyt

2006-08-06T16:03:00.000+08:00

my mum took my phonee.damn it ooo.
for a month lagi tuu.
wutever la.
if u wanna find me also just text msg me orr call.but likee.i dun knw.
prolly my mum will tell me if deres sumthin important.rite?
she thinks i x need it but i seriously do.not only for communicating but also likee
skewl stuffs.she just doesnt understand.

2006-08-05T17:10:00.000+08:00

4th august.

my burfday!wee.spent my mornin chattin onlinee with dey all brandon ( he x go skewl cuz he din finish up his homework.haha);debbie;sarahh;mohanaa.

Den when i arrived in school,gwen was da FIRST to wished me && u knw wut??i was likee i just got out frm da car & just stepped into da skewl gate like one step?den suddenly gwen shouted "happy burfday iva!!" everybody looked.omg.i was sooo.ahhh!.wanna hide.hahaha.but den it was VERY sweet of her dun yu think??i hugged her(:

den den,one by one dey all wished me.shazz first,followed by christinee,sarah leong,debbie mariee,christabelle,den cat && cor came and hugged meee.awww.den den charleennnn hugged me too.she hugged tight agen dat u knoww?estelle && sheryl also wished.y am i listin everybody who wished me?lol.it just kind of popped out of my head.haha.[word]

dennnn.i hanged out wif cammie & thara dey all on stage.piano audition kann?den i got 2 know frm hana yg i same burfday wif her mommy.aww how sweet?

den during maths the whole class sang happy burfday sonnggg.awww =] im soo touched!; )hahahaha.XD

ohhh!&& i got tru my aural!!: ) i thank god for dat though.i so swear i din do gud.cuz my bahasa was so hangkang!but still,thank god!: )though theres dis part abt bm aural which was sooo unfair.only our group yg got questions just cuz we sounded fake.as in we didnt do it spontaneously.shyt o.but still.haha.thank god.hahaha!: ) *no i mean it.seriously*

2006-08-04T09:00:00.000+08:00

i wanna continue about yesterday:P
l8r oni talk about today.

okk den did u know dat sarah fell??hahaha!
yeah on da rocks.she had a cut.
denn lysandra also fall.and mohana!hahaha.
grazele oso.so romantic da way dey fell.haha

today i got lisan.damn it.

update laters.currents chattin and havin fun and eatin
:P

UMS!;)

2006-08-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

omg.soo fun oo just now.
and now my legs hurts likee hell.cuzz i was so hyper just now!hahah!; )
pictures after dis arr.n0t now..
now wanna talk about it first.hahaha.

okk so it all happened like dis;

first i arrived ngam ngam on time man.haha!
i knoww super me.i overslept a lil.hahah!cuz da nite before couldnt slept.
and spent my tym playing solitare.genius kan?
den wen i ngam2 sampai dey all gettin ready to go already.so all i did was
put my bag down took my sandwich and bottle and hit the road; )
my frens were dere to pull me already.hahaha.
den i was told to get on the first bus,
so i did sat beside corine andd well yeah in front of anna and behind da driver soo :P

den we sang and acted insane!likee wackos man!saying hi to every stranger we passed in a bus stop!hahaha!ppl think were crazii.
den wen we arrived in ums.
we went to the jetty place..nice!!
den after dat we went 2 da aquarium place!also nicee.likee ull feel as if ur underwater dat ; )
and den got dis particular fishyy i so hate oo!lol.
no offense or sumthin but it luks completely disgusting wif its mouth likee lukin as if it wanna kiss yu or sumthin!.ahahah.me && chong geli.hahaha!

den denn.after dat we went insane.takin pics all over.actually ur not suppose 2 bring cammies inside da buildin but we din care?and da guy was likee lukin at us suspiciously.haha.we were takin illegal pictures cuz if u wanna take pics u gotta pay 5 bucks.likee.blah!

den denn we went to mcdonalds!:)yeshh that drive tru mcd.
awesome man.everybody was lukin at us like totally staring && i heard one of dem saying "mcdonald tour".hahaha!

took more pictures dere.
den eat.
all of us yeahs all except teacher was eating mcflurry ice cream and large fries.hahaha.
den denn.we sang happy burfday song to michelle in front of everybody in mcdonalds den denn.ahh.michelles humilated!haha.

den we had 2 go bak cuz cuz da bus driver had 2 fo bak.darn.
den my mcflurry still stengah makan.cuz dis iris laa go && ask ppl to eat ice cream haha.she FORCED.but i LOVE her;P
im gonna repay her but she sed if i ever do im not her fren anymore.haiya.dis gurl ar.

den denn.we arrived in skewl.went canteen and hang out.
den after dat everythings was bak 2 normal,perhimpunan and all.

tmrw choir team pianist audition.still havent decide wut song shud i go for.sighh.

ohh!and during maths dere was dis incident where sarah;jeshi;iris;christine;anna;sarah was locked up in da ketua bidang room!hahahahah!one whole class was laughing wen mohana explained!hahahaha.we were all banging heads and u know la.hahaha.

den denn.deres dis class trip wif teacher mimi goin on.but still under discussions laa.

damn it.test is on 29/8 (sis burfday) - 1/9 excluding 31.national day.
heh.

ugh.supposingly deres more 2 update but noooo.dads askin me 2 go bed.wutever.ill continue tmrws.no worries ; ) but nite lar.cuz morn gonan go grandparents house and rawk it wif mtv.muahaha.laters//.

2006-08-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

ahh!

tuition was oklaaa.
i was damn careless in loci.hah!
wadever.
gonna prepare abt da trip tmrw morn after dis;)

oohh!cant wait man!

den just now gotta know abt da richie && amirul guy.
still blur.but heck.dun care la.

gonna go nows.checkin friendster.see ya laters!:)

ah

2006-08-02T18:37:00.001+08:00

oohh!more cardsss!:)

den tmrw got da KPA outing to UMS.muahah.i CANT wait!!
can bring CAMERA agen datt.LOL.
XD
do i sound as if im exadgerating everything?haha.
my excitedNESS has increased to its MAXIMUM; )

hahaha.

today our 5th annieee.
evee wished me!hahah.

den denn..about dat richie guyy.dunno larr.
i dun wanna know or think abt HIM.
about amirul pulaa.haha idc.ive sed sry abt da call on
dunst behalf but w/e he nvr replied

den in da afternoon during geo,
someone tire got punctured outside our class.haha.
kesian leh.

dis morn i watched da first disc of da japanese love storyy.seems nice laa.
its abt dis guy durin his highskewl yrs he fell in lovee wif dis gurl laa.
but she got leukimia and died.he nvr rily got over her.den wen he grow up i think deres dis fren of his who like him..but he can nvr get over aki.(first love).

i seriously lost my frenship chocolate oo.: (

during recess just now,me && shazz raced up da strairs ; )
haha.VERY FUN.but exhausting.haha!
but still.FUN!

during nilaammmm!i heart dat moment!we all were likeee
readin this article about sudoku wif diff slangs and langguages.hahaha!
fun!!!i was da one talkin laaa.wif all da slnags and all and chris and shazz judges;) dey gave me a 10/10 leh!:)) yay!awesome me.muahaha.g2g tuition nows.

update laters!;)

2006-08-02T09:11:00.000+08:00

ive realised sumthing.
&& yeah its da same thing i have felt last tym alrite.

yeah i certainly shud forget my feelings for him.
its not fair for dunst.
not for da 2ND tym.
i cant do this 2 him.
itss..rily..hard.

so dat a no wonder its hard for gurls to have guys as ur best buds.

now i know.

ill just hope i can forget it.
i mean how hard can dat be..
rite?

2006-08-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

ohhh.someones angryy.

wadever.

thought of the day that trully meant during this time of my day.

trust takes a hell lots of tym to build but seconds to shatter

i dun want myself makin the same mistakes ive did last tym.and yeahh.if i ever did have dat supperrr dupperr feeling.i shud forget it.cuz were now fighting. ritee *you*??
he wanted me 2 delete dat PART of my blog.and yeshh i was ABOUT to.wen he sed nvmla if u dun wan.finee den.u sed sooo.

how can u forget someone?yesh i know forgettin someone is likee remembering someone u dunno.

i rily wanna do dat now.
pls god.help me.

ooh!

2006-08-01T20:31:00.000+08:00

actually to tell yu da truth..
i was being mean today.
and yes! on friendship day agen dis!

but SHE yang cari pasal dulu baa.
ppl here keep quiet x disturb her && all..
she SNAPPED at me man!
accusing im LYING!like WTH?

okk our convo went like dis.

HER:iva!wheres ur nilam book (in da sarcastic tone)
ME: dere.(in da normal tone)
HER:where??!show me!i dun BELIEVE you.
ME:you go take la!!(annoyed voice)
HER:ish.dun wan.malas go ur place.
ME:(ignored her)
HER:show me NOW!(angry tone)
ME:ya fine.wait.(talks 2 ann)
-takes book-
ME:here!believe believe believe??!ishh.
-walks away-
HER:(glares at me behind my back like shit)

shes da one who STARTED it all.not ME.cuz im not dat type of gurl who wud just bitch abt someone else without reason.unless she mess wif me laa.

ok enuf of her.i dun wanna think abt her even.

i ate chocolate today.(:frenship chocolatee.
blurgh.my only lunch wif crackers.wutever.i dun care.
if my mum finds out agen ive been not bringing food 2 skewl shes
gunna force me eat a big bowl of rice.wadever.ill just LIE den.

anna && iris darling were sweeties.i loveee dem so much!

got frenship cards today!hand out dem too!:)
hope everybodyy like it.
about my all saints frens && maktab ermm.im gonna go send cards 2 elles house
ask her 2 help pass dem out && anns bro will do da delivery thingy over at maktab.

quite relieved abt da kerja kayu thingy.can pass up next week till friday!:)
me && evee was soooo thankful man.haha.durin livin skill period i was wif her da whole tym and yeahss we talked.LOTS.awesome convo gurl; )

trial exam for piano was okk just now.saw my form 4 fren delilah.haha.dunno if she knws its me or not.i was latee.but heck i just came bak frm skewl and ive missed tuition!:)

ermm.wut else happened?ooh!da UNUSUAL part abt today was my DAD picked me upp not my MUM.i likee my dads driving.but i also like my mums driving la.hahaha.fast && furious but my dads da fast but relax.hahaha.does dat make sense?

i smsed dunst but he din reply today.oh wells.prolly hes out of money to talk.heh.

wondered how his drama went.

found out dat brandon only wanted 2 knw me cuz im pretty?okkkk.soo.i dunno.
and deenn tiba2 he msg me and say i overcome my feelings to you already.i like ANOTHER gurl.so wut dey sed is truee laaa.hah.typical~.

noo mood.nuttin 2 talk about neways.wishing eveees here.

{period}

2006-08-01T09:58:00.000+08:00

okk.i wanna continue about last nite..

k den after he sed dat.and i kept on saying sry.
den he din reply anymore den i also dun hiraukan him anymore.ahahah!

ohwells.wutever lar.
denn about nico i dunno oo.
he mcm nice tapi likee.
i dunnolaa.
hes gud and nice.but is he DESPERATE?
i dunoo.he might be PLAYING instead.

okkk dis morn,woke up early cuz dad woke me up.
:(
i was actually sound asleep man.haha.
den i felt stressed.
as soon as i woke up.
know why??
deadlines today!!!
shit oo.i wanna call eve.

holds. ah

brb

darn.she din pick it up.
and my connections down AGEN!!
shit oo.

uhhuh.:(

2006-07-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

okkk i wanna talk about wad happen just now

amirul smsed me
and said he wanna call me and hear my voice.
im likee ahh!panic!called brandon but hes sleeping,
smsed dunstan laa.
den dunst asked me 2 tell him to call dunst no.
and say dat is my 2ND no instead of his no.

so he called.
den dunst marah2.
acting like my DADDY.
sayin why u kacau my ANAK.
hah!

den denn.i smsed him.say sorry.cuz i think
dunst scared him a lil TOO MUCH.
so he replied in dis innocent tone like"..{daym!!i missed lost!!!shit o!}
sorry dats MY line.i just saw da clock andd its almost 11 already:( its da finale!!!!!
ahhhh!i HATE myselfffff!!!
so forgetful!!
shitshitshit!!
so i was saying

"sorry i takut to reply.nnt kena marah.i just wanna know u dats all.x mean anything else".

aww i feel sorry for him.
anyways i countinue tmrw!
gunna think of my kh project now.
deadline?
TOMORROW!

ahhh

2006-07-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

damn.all my hard work of updating was for NOTHING

daym!

2006-07-31T09:19:00.000+08:00

oh shit!

i soooo forgot about my homework oo!
and its likee due tomorrow?its not just any homework its kerja kayu!
shit.i soooo hate myself.hah.im so not gud at this things sooo i hope teacher dun expect much of it.
i havent actually decided wut i wanna do!.can u seriously believe DAT?
grr.

stoopid kh kerja kayu.i dun like it.and ive never did!.

ive posted up sum pictures over at friendster.but it aint dat much cuzz sum ppl likee to take it so yeahss.

currently thinking about homework and listenin 2 tonight i will cry by keith urban.go download it brandon.its nice.

and denn.wut other homeworks do i have?
geography paperworks,mmm.maths,geo notes,agama notes,dang.kerja kayu,mmm,to develop da friendship day cards; ) be prepared for it.but dun expect muchlaa.its simple oni. and den dat geo kgt && ermm.sejarah folio thing.i havent started a scratch on dat though f.y.i.

im likee dead ritee?tell me i am.i so do know i am.

son of dork rawks like hell.little things <33

tomorrow got trial piano exam.ish.
have to play in front of other candidates.soo.bleurgh.
den da principal will comment on ur playin.thank god no aural.i just hope deres no aural laa.if dere is.shit.i wont do da next exam.but i know my teacher will push me up to it.ahhh!

pictures!!

2006-07-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

pictures are here

today was total funness!; )

2006-07-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

yay.fun oo.

okk.today && yest was double funness!.
okkk ill talk abt yest.
da whole tym before goin over 2 debs place i was smsing brand0n.haha.
denn wen i got deree,debra && me only!and likeee.an house l8r baru sarah cum!cuz her dad was in a meeting beforee dat.he works wif da court.yeshh.hes a lawyer!.
and denn.beforee sarah arrived me && deb was actually in da dewan.yesss we walked frm block M to block B!.ahh.tired.but im da only one dat seems 2 be dat way.cuz debs used 2 it.hmph!:P
denn.it was creepy in da hall cuz we were d only one!andd da door kept on creakinn.u know like ju on dat makes dat creepy creeking noise? :S so we started filling in our paper works and letters.yeah.totally last minute thing.all dis while it was empty for likeee.3 - 2 months?hah!.were soo lame ba.lol.denn while doin dat i was smsing brandon.debbie jealous cuz dat tym she no credit.&& i baru reload 1o bucks!hah.

denn.we actually wanted 2 knock on sum doors but we were knockin likee so lightly??!hahaha.tidak berani as u guys call it. XD. soo we only started doin everything wen sarah was dere.she was the BOLD one. :P as in she doesnt care knockin && all.haha.we even knocked likee all doors in one tym.deres 4 in every floor.so yeahh.deres a few tyms where 2 doors are opened at the same tym!soo i layan one and dey both layan onee.hmph.me aloneee.haha.but nvm lars.dey both likee to BERKEPIT always ; ) hahah!.

den dennn.got lots type of ppl laa we meet.likee anak ayam; ppl half naked; ppl doin voodoo stuffs; normal family kind of ppl; low salary kind of ppl (sry if its kind of offendin but u can tell ba!); ermm.lots agen laa.ignorant ppl also gott dey dun open deir bloody door.den got foreigners also!.

dennn.fast forward..we played in da playground.oohh!deres dis security guard whos totally freaky!he was likee runnin after us askin us our names and whether were still studyin.sarah snapped a pic without him realising and he luks as if hes checkin debra out.i was practically hiding.hahaha.frm him.yes!haha.scary ba him.

denn.wut else??becca joined us after she finished her tuition :)
ill post up da pictures after dis.no worries.; )
ermm.ok now about today!

its michelles advanced burfday party.its actually dis thurs but she made it today:) chong;me;sarah && debbie attended how sweet?i heart ivan chu.michelles cousin.hes adorable i tell you!later i show yu his pic.btw hes four years old!:P cute i tell you!.okk.enuf od dat iva.hahaha.

ermm.wut else??michelle was makin us fat.plenty of fooddss i tell you!hahaha.but im not saying its a bad things aights? dennndennn.we watched i not stupid too.we all cried.cuz it was touchy haha.serious!.denn after dat we all watched ice princess:) den i went homeee.waiting for sarah to on9 though.dis budak so lambat oo.

haih.currents chattin wif ralph and smsing dunst andd checkin mails && friendster :) listenin 2 da used now.deyre awesome ya know?

beverly hills!

2006-07-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

okkk.im gonna talk about it laters.cuz not enuf tym limitations for all of it.damn.my mum la dis.wif her stoopid korean movie.ishh.hold kays??dun worry.me wont dissapoint u guys ; )

rather ravishing.

2006-07-28T19:36:00.000+08:00

i din exactly told youu wut happen yest ritee?i mean da WHOLE thing.

okk.ermm.wut was it i wanna talk about agen??
forgot oo.sasat!.

it was sumthin aboutt.ermm.during masa pulangg.andd errr.i dunnolaa.wad did i do oo yesterday masa pulang?so forgot oo!shytzz.cursessss.
ah.nevermind.ill skip it wen i remember go bakk dere agen!; )

ok about todayyy.
downloaded songss.yang mcm old songs dat ive always wanted 2 download but malas to download.hah!so me.

den i made dis deal wif chung wan yee.yes her.dat basketball team member punya shooter :P
(basketball vs piano)

last nite i finally told brandon the truth.(untill 1 am punya convo baaa.)
everythings settled now i guess.

da plat number bfx 1772.if u ever spot dat anywhere?dat guy in da passenger sit dat luks arnd 16 yrs old is hawt!serious.christine nudged me to tell me.she was likee "uii!".and she told me she even forgot my NAME dat tym cuz of dat GUY!!.ish.jahat!:P

tuition last nite was fun!we checked sm lok yuk punya mag andd saw lots of cute guys but all saints more laa XP.

amatul note me 2 change my pic pro5 in fs.

talked about wut skewl we wanna go 2 if sfc ever collapsed.hahah!i know bad kan me && chris?but true baa.i wanna change oo if i can.i wanna go all saints.butt i think my parents wun let datt.for sure dey put me in maktab.im ok la dere.but da only thing isss not so much frens dere && everybody speaks TYPICAL BM.so hate dat language.i know its our COUNTRYs language but still.pfft.i wanna go all saints.not just cuz of dunst but elles dere=),belles dere,christophers oso dere.hahah!,wendy,aqilah,vera,rebecca,shereen,and alot agen of my frens!haha.but kann.da only thing abt all saints is dat its FAR!.daym far.like im here near sfc is arnd 5 mins 2 go 2 all saints takes me i dunno how many mins cuz its like in da otherside of da wurld just like how christine sed it wud be!hahah!

no promises is stuck 2 my head today.

debby bought her laptop to skewl for sej pembentangan.nice dey all punya layouts.accordin 2 sarah corine yg design.sweet la :)

den da best thing abt it wus we hear panic! at the disco-i write sins not tragedies!

lol.awesome huh?

den after recess we had dis talk wif da professor && he was awesome!sarah sed he was HAWT.lol.XD
hes likee a grandpa u knoww?a cool one && educated one.he gave a talk abt da orgin of malay in africa.yes.hes frm capetown in africa.hehehe.he gave us a picture and showed us wad capetown was likee and all.ohhh!andd christine dared me 2 go up 2 him on stage and ask him dis question (wen he asked us if we had any question) wad is "i love you" in african?haha.&& yes!i seriously did it wen EVERYONE else was afraid 2 do so:P
bleik!.yay me.ahhaha!.

and den after talk we had lousy b, but thank god it wasnt for longg.den ermm.we pulang!!!yayy!we played.and it was soo fun.i love playin wif da gurls.especially wif sarahs move its just so random!.and denn after awhile cat fell.hah.we were like pushing and i dunn ohow i managed it i was in baju kurung agen dat!she was in pinafore =_=" haha.not likee i wanna praise myself oso laa.hahaha.sasat.but fun man.u shud have seen us we were playin beside da road agen dat.catheline was likee "weii dun play near the road eh" i was likee"were not near NOW." cuz dat tym were a bit in already but have 2 admit it was likee near the road.hahaha.den after cat jatuh she went home.cor was alreadyyy in da car.den da exact tym cat fell and i bent down to help her as we all did as i stood up i saw DUNSTAN.like trus oo connect da eyes.at first i was likee HAPPY? cuz frm playin likee totally havin fun den wen i saw him trus i feel like no expression likee trus quiet u know?&& wen i smile i can feel like im faking it.yer.so uncomfy o da feeling.&&i have no idea why i felt dat also.stoopid.den i tried like ignoring.likee buat tidak tahu laa.den chyna was like "iva!!da guy in da bike!!" i was like "where?" she was like "dere!" den i was likee turnin arnd den saw no one.so dun care la.den geraldine went and shout "iva!!!isnt dat dunstan dere!!!!???" im not shocked cuz of hes dere but of her shouting!so embrassing man.

i dunno why i kind of felt dat way u know?like no mood and stuffs.wadever laa.maybe cuz ppl staring and all.dun wanna think abt it.

my mum is so cool today.i dunno why.shes always moody arnd dese days.and she was likee "if u found sumthin u like a.k.a handphone,tell mummy yeah?i buy for yu".like wth?she NEVER talks dat way.shes up2 sumthing.i wonder wut.i kinda felt touched cuz i was in a bad mood at homee.including now.aint talkin to any of dem.ah wadever la.&& she goes all lovey dovey like NOW.wadever.

i wanna go.later.

better sum day.

2006-07-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

so farrrr.
things ive learnt in golf today.haha.{yes!}

*golf sharp
*golf fibre
*clark face
*heel
*toe
*hosel
*ferruel
*parallel thingy
*horizontol thingy
*grip
and likee so much more la!ish.golf freak already i sound dis.

today was hot.yes.agen.
today in my head kannn.all also brandonbrandonbrandon.dunno why though.sighhh.and it kinda annoyed my frens wif dat.dey were likeee why r u keep on talkin abt dis guyyyy?hah.

so i stopped.

i heart eveee vee vaaa!so random.but true!;)

suddenly just now dis gurl frm 2e(forgot her name) although were in da same agama class i dunno her nameee.so bad oo me.lol.yeahh well anywayss.she asked me if i knew amirul and im likeee oh wut skewl?she sed la salle.i think ralph talked 2 me abt him b4 i cant remember.lol.my memory is weakening mann.

oh and did i mention 2 u dat grazele wore baju kurung today for da first tym?

blah.so random oo.dun mind kan?

christine was actually alone at first in golf lesson cuz i overslept.wen i woke up and checked my phoneee she miscalled me 7 tyms man! likee frm midniteee followed on by 5 sumthin am,6 sumthin am.ahaha!

i wanna find dancing class.maybe ill go dance wif me studio after all.just maybe la.i wanna learn modern dance!!=) [do ur thang honey!].hah.hearts dat phrase frm christina aguilera song.

english aural!!we actually had tym 2 prepare for it for like a week?but nooooo.we did it last minute.our aural was likee a 5 minutes b4 show tym punya ttopic.know wad its abt??FRIENDSTER!hah.soo relieved its finish ooo!.we got all As btw ;)

im not a loyal xangaian anymore fyi.

all of a sudden today i remembered belles doggy andd dunst doggy.bobby and joeyy.awww.i like bobby though.hahaha.hairy fellow!so cute!and BIG!.

ahh.i update l8r agen laaaa.need 2 chat.

toodles!sorry if it wasnt much of an info bout today. :D

wut a day!

2006-07-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

okkkk.theres simply lots to talk about!.
seriously.
my whole examination paper sized a4 is full man.
damn.

yesterday

yest wen i went home latee ritee.
saw epi passed.haha.
den we talked laaa for a whilee.
den on tues i talked wif amatul.
deres jus so muchh to talk about ooo.
im likee so outdated abt my old frens life oo.
haihh.lifes pretty hectis dese days.

den last nite nata spilt sumthin 2 me.
it was well one of her frens prob laa.
her fren was planning on doin IT soo yeah.
its pretty scary.butttt.still..i think everyone shud appreciate deir live.
becuz were givin dis once in a lifetym oppurtunity to actually live!
and i think we shud live 2 da fullest!
even if deres regret ; mistakes (heck were human being we make mistakes.no ones perfect rite?) ; and stuffs dat keeps u down.
we shud move on.i mean we shud continue livin.

ive been tru dat before.&& i din not regret.

probably dat one action i regretted was dat. i was so stoopid man.
haih.k dun wan2 talk about it.

den ermm.smsed dunst.and told him laa abt dat stalker guy.so called named richie.&& found out dat gays are attracted 2 dunst!hahahah!likee i was laughin my head off oo.i know im BAD but i cant help it.it was HILARIOUS.donchu agreee?; )

okkk about today

it was damn hot.like hell oo.
last nite while i was smsing dunst till likee midnitee?i felt hot.as in panas.
likee i had fever or sumthing.

weee.tmrw gunna go skewl early cuz got dis taklimat on golf thingy.haha.
yes!.i follow golf.lol.suprised?
den for kpa next week on michs burfday (which is a day before mine uhhuh on da 3rd of 8) gunna go ums for lawatan.i know.cool rite?hope can bring camerass!*fingers crossed!*

da seminar on memory thingy yes.im joining.my mums signin me up dis sat.sigh.
i guess its for my own good.
geee homeworks piling up laaa.bikin panass oo.haha.seriously!.

why do i keep on sayin seriously?

did i mention dat tuition was a bore?yesh it was.did i mention deres more homework???lol
i knw wad callertune od i wannn.shayne ward-no promises.dat songs uberr love oo.
hearts it a dozens!keiths urbans gud tooo!ohh but my teddy geigers still hawt.brandon too!frm p!atd.deres simply soo much of hawt artist nowadays rite? : D

cor tot i meant brandon soh but i was likeeeee no ba!brandon frm p!atd.and she was likee ooo.den she told me dey called brandon so nvmlaa.jahat oo.kesian him.

the roda impian guy died in a heart attack.i wonder how da daughter must have felt seeing her dadd died in front of her.surely she wont ever forget dat in her entire life kann?

today in class alot of us fought.likee da whole exotic angels was fighting well not all la.just dat a few of us fought and sum of us are siding here and dere.and den mich cried in da lab just now.well i wanted 2 confort her butt i dunno.i felt weird wen i went dere evrybody was likee lukin at me!soo i went dere kejap den went over at annas place wif sarah den hang kejap den sambung my work for experiment.i know i wasnt such a help but i seriously din know how 2 handle it.liekee i feel weird and uneasy.so i was speechless.sry u guys.

talked 2 amanda chin & becky.amandas super nice just not dat open 2 me yet cuz i dun rily knw her rite??talked 2 becky abt lorna,afniza,anddd abt her being so sombong.hahaha.

more project!did i mention dat???
so relieved oo sejarah pembentang over.rily relieved and i .. i mean our group owe teacher mimi and suziela for dat.gonna belanja deir moca;1oo plus andd iced tea.haha deir request yes!:P

i felt guilty abt afniza.i knw i talked bad abt her and stuffs just dat i feel kan..shes hypothenically pathetic.and alot of ppl dun like her.but ill just keep dat to myself laa.i know im writing it down here buttt.im just i dunno.gunna let it go here.let go and forget?get it?

deres dis saying dat goes.

"i dont blame u for being yu.but dont blame me for hating it".

sounds familiar huh elle?:P

prolly planning on goin 2 elained house dis fri.shes so blur abt installing da fonts into her system man.haihhh.keep on buggin me abt it.haih.lol.

kgt!yes.it still bugs my lil wee brain abt dat friggin project.ah but at least get 2 go out wif frens :D im hopeless o.

yfy is suprisingly different den da last tym i knew her.shes less noisy-er.less talative-er.and less angry-er.if i ever do make sense!sarah sent me my songsss!:)

gunna edit da mohana "hips dun lie" song l8r.hahaha.make a supriseeee!dunchu lovee suprises?i do.

im in a random mood today.weird.ohh deres dis phrase we played wif today

sayang sayang, sayang sayang sayang?sayang sayangggggg sayang!:)

lol.hehe.da professor frm africa gunna do his thang this fri after recess.hahaha!i sounddddd.i dunno.gunna make my friendship cards soon!ive got a whole list of dem!who wans 2 be in???tag meeee!:P

tadi during bi got confession thing.i guess most of us knw dat.unless ur not in our class.buttttt i dun wanna brag too much abt it.its a sad story.if u wanna knw just ask me laaaa.ermm.yeah guuesss dats it.da list of peeps are here (frendship cards)

-exotix angels members.
-josepha
-chyna
-fion
-ann
-brand0n
-dunst
-belle
-elle
-mohana
-anna
-linnet
-vivien ng
-lysandra
-angela
-geral y.
-geral una.
-grazeleeee
-cammie!
-tharaa
-hanaa
-reggiee
-kiki
-rebs
-manda chong
-miaaa!yesh!:P
-eveeee!
-afifah
-izza
-noorafizah
-ameera
-farah diana
-venda darling
-eric
-epi
-and moree la.gunna make copies and just insert names.deres simply too many to list!;)

oklaaa.dats all so long d i update.till den.

toodles.

do ur thang honey ; )

2006-07-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

wo wees.
today got raptai for pengawas(tmrws occasion)
den got 2 knw farah seirra`s da head prefect for next yr.
din see dat one cumin.seriously.
i tot ho yi ki or sumbody.

this thurs got golf practise & briefing!; )
haha.so cant wait oo.
den dis saturday go beverly hills for da kgt thingy
den sunday go movies!!weeeeee!
maybe epis goin.ohh! && dunst too!: )

countdown: next fridays my burfday!

studied history wif dunst last nite on da phoneee.
gunna watch horror movie wif him dis weekend cuz
next week on my burfday he wont be here.hell be away for camp: (

rarely talk 2 brandon od cuz..i dunno?
..prolly hes bored of me.
got 2 know ralph today.he mcm nice=)
and den today saw epi passed by!: )
talked 2 him on da phone tadiii.
so sweet man dat guy.
dunst is havin another test tmrw?!
din know dat.he told me 2 days.not THREE!
oh wells.
homeworks pilling up.
more projects.
overdue homeworks.
and less tym for myself.
grr.
life!

satay crackers my addiction

much of a bore u can say

2006-07-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

well..today was pretty much dat normal monday as u can say.
smsed dunstan && brandon.
and dennn.studied history wif dunst.
haha.
dat guy kann.open book wen ppl ask him quest.
so not fair oo.

shazzny called me "tekun" in class.
hah!dunno why.she sed cuz i rajin do circles.
i just wanted 2 finish my hw asap so i can go on comp!
daaaaa.

lol

i was hungry in class.
& it was cold!
anddd deres strong wind at first,
which is nice but i wanted it to rain instead!

planned 2 go beverly hills dis sat and watch movie wid chris and anna.
go beverly for kgt thingy.
and watch horror movie.wan2 invite who ar?
dunst?brandon?

okk.question of all questions.
lol.
shud i celebrate my burfday?
plannin on gettin pizzas and hit da movies wif belle and elle.
enuf ka dat?
haha.elle!i know ur readin!gimme suggestions!

btw.b4 go home tym tadi..
2k (next door class) gaduh untill likee shouting to da top of deir voice
and holdin brooms on deir hands.
ganas man i tell yu.

ok.have 2 continue my history pembentangan.its tomorrow!
and im not done wif my part
not even started yet!
daym
see yu

toodles

a day in sutera

2006-07-24T08:53:00.000+08:00

oh!yipee.
*gee this is my 2nd post after i have actually drafted my first one
& was abt 2 get 2 da middle point of the day but nooooooooo
daddy din let me*

oh ..how pathetic!

ookay.
everything abt da hangout started like dis

was actually the FIRST to arrive in marina
but heck it wasnt my fault.
(my ecstaticness disintegrated after gettin tru a day wif such annoying parents)
& yes i'm aggrieved wif such behaviour.

tried contacting everybody but noooo
none of dem picked up da phonee.
gee aint dat sad?
{for sum reasons..i think i sound sarcastic}

(i x contact melanie thou cuz i oni got her aussie no)
so after a while i gave up
not sure of da hang out is happening or not.

after quite sum tym lalu replied my call bak
&& told me shes cumin in arnd 5-1o mins.

& i recieved an sms frm ameera sayin shes almost reaching dere
so we headed bak 2 sutera (my fam&& i)
frm turnin round & round in circles somewhere which
i happen 2 dun knw where dat is.

ameeras car happened 2 b in frnt of mine
lol how suprising (in da gud way of coz)
so both of us make way 2 da library
& chatted but not long after dat emily & melanie
arrived & followed wif lalitha.
so we headed down bak 2 da lobby cuz chyna havent arrived.
& just wen we got down chyna stepped out of her car
lol
were just so incoincidence!

den we all had desserts.
yes.for lunch in marina bar
after chattin a while we headed to panpac
where we spend most of our tym in

we played by the beach;
snapped tons of random shots
& just played stoopid & had fun!(:

after we got tired we went up to
panpacs lobby & sat dere doin nuttin.
&dats where brandon called
atleast to the slightest bit i was doin sumthin!!
ohhhh!wif ameera too!=)

we talked on da fon fer likee arnd 2o minutes?
till we were bak in marina bar gettin ourselves
sum food.hah!

dunstan went home already by da tym we luked for him.
&& i rily tot he cud stay an insy bitsy longer.sigh.
atleast i got 2 see him & he waved "bye"frm afar :D

den continue eating
arnd 5 sumthin almost everybody went home d
left me ; shana;emily & mel in da library.
bumped in2 pearl.yes.pearl choo frm all saints
wif dis guy who kept on lookin at us.

at the end mel & em had 2 go
left me & shana
arnd 10 mins l8r my turn 2 go home=)
finally havin da oppurtunity 2 update my blog abt da hangout

oh well.i guess dats it.
till den!

toodles.

edited.

dis morn at 4 am dunstan called me & we talked for likee 12 mins.
hahaha!i was awake cuz i terremembered my phonee.
den cnnt slip bak cuz da lite soo terang.sakit mata.
hahaha,but at the end i dozed off also ; )

2006-07-23T10:38:00.000+08:00

ohohoho//.

last nite after piano went 2 da beach!yay.well not literally la.
after dinner.&& i heart da desert!LOL.
seriously.it was mouthdrooling kind of desert.hahaha.

got 2 knw dat dunst wont be here for my burfday.hell be up in da camp.
figures.he has dis pbsm thingy.where da vice president gotta show up.
okkk.w/e.

today prolly plannin 2 go marina
to meet up melanie dere
shes goin bak 2 aussie dis thurs.
picture is cumin up.
haha
no worries; )

ok dats all for now though.
see ya dahlings.

last kokum.

2006-07-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

today last day of kokum.
isnt dat just fantabulouso?
no?haha.

well.slept arnd 11 sumthing last nite while smsing brandon.
so sry din reply yuu.i terslept.haha
XD den dat dunst still awake arnd 1 am agen dat!!!!

haih.up to himla.his life ma.heh
den erm.wut else?ok.just talk abt today lar.
woke up at 7.my mum la dat.so bising early in da morning
kacau o.

showered and head for skewl.
listened 2 da chris brown song feat santana i think.

reached skewl && spotted ann and da rest of da gurls.
talked a while and den had 2 line up.
so tight man..
so glad dat at the end can get out of da tightness//.

played da squirrel game && da family game.
and den teacher mimi came in a lil lateee.but oh wells.we started it all
first!.nyehs.

den had likee so much fun man!.

for the family game.
we had to blindfold ourselves && find da other part of animal family we are.
likee for example ur a sheep den u have 2 be blindfold and in other 2 find
ur family memebers (deres 3 in each family btw)
u have 2 do da sheep sound which is "baaa..baaaa".
LOL!totally hilarious.&& i soo regretted for not bringing my camera.
it wud be soo fab to just snap dem at such random poses.
tee hees.naughty.
XD
but yet its not as easy as it sounds.
deres alot of obstacles along da way likee chairss.

den after da family game we played da squirrel gamee.hahah!
so loveee dat game o. :D
i lovee being da squirrel.
dis is a snapshot of da previous squirrel game we had wif da sesi pagi.

hehe.

wut else?
den we played da human pyramidddddddddd!
awesomeness isnt it?

haha.
so fays langguage oo.
nvm.
i feel perky.hahah!
catheline was hype dis morn.
she ate && drank too much sugar
so dat was why she was sugar high.

for krs we had 2 walk all over 2 mpg
and *not 2 kawad* but to draw plans of mpg.
riteee.but still thank god deres no kawad.
i x understand how eveee heart kawadting.
lols.

panic! at the disco is the rawk!
ohh!and pete frm f.o.b is hawt!
lol.
i wanna see just my luckkkk!:(
hope i can go lars.
darn.
my mum bising cuz i wasnt payin atten 2 her wen she ask me 2 do sumthing
well like duhhh.she asked me 2 do stuffs wen im actually multitasking.
ish.logically its not my fault.
ritee?

ugh.oh wells.dun care abt her.
alot of tyms od.
pfft.nvmla.
ahh all i care abt now isss...

~to watch just my luck
~my upcomin o4o4o6!:)
~test.darn.after hols though;)
~dancing proposal. (jeshis mum invited us 2 bellydance!):D
~erms.2 buy dat new phone ive been wanting.
~danceeeeee.
~shammys game.(wanna play agen wif her!)

fyi.shammy is camelia.as in yes dat form 5 gurl.
i lovee hangin out wif her
tapi sayang she last yr in our skewl.
huhu.
she taught me dis game td while waiting for our car
[get a partner]
[step at the partners feet]
[twirl around da floor]

:)
fun dat ;)
oh wells.its been a long entry.so much to do yet so little time.
my mum doesnt believe in dat though sadly.

toodles.

2006-07-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

today got spot check.grrr.
my pentel pen yes dat simple;poems(on da piece of paper);
andd my examination pad where i write my tots of da day.
sigh.

so frm now onwards i gotta stick wutever i wan2 write
in my head!hahaha.
just finished talkin 2 brandon on da phonee.
its nicee confiding into him.
but we din talk dat long cuz his mum marahh gayutin too long.
hahaha.

oh wells.tmrw its another day; )
riteee?
got kokum.bummer.
pianos after dat.na uh.not a double bummer.
missed my teacher!
wonderr wut she got for me frm kl?
yayyy!:)

kikis telling me about da pianist thingy for da choir team.
im rily tempted to join.
but if i join next yr i have 2 play
&& dat will be my PMR yr.shud i risk it?
i still need to think.

went out just now.dats y i couldnt update earlier.
sorryyyy.
currently listenin to tonight i wanna cry.
chattin wif kiki checking frendster.
boredddd.mums askin me 2 do chores.
pfftt.typical.

i heart son of dork! {{so true.theyre awesome man.

2006-07-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

today.
hrms.was started off rily boring.
it was raining almost the whole afternoon.
guess its goood.
i heart rain.

din talked much today.
as i found out.theres just simply so much to do!
currently listenin holly im the one.
dat song rawks i tell yu.

today wasnt much at all.
except the fact that i was pratically freezing in
class cuz of the cold.
brrr

din talk to neither brandon or dunst.
mm.prolly spaceyy huh?
gah.dun care la.
not likee im married to either of dem.
HAHA.

we were mean yes mean to teacher yfy
oh well.knw wut we did?
it was after recess la.BM i mean.
den went up 2 da class while shazz && chris went to the stinky loo
haha XD
den everybody was likee groaning cuz THAT teachers cumin
after ONE week yeahs ONE week not enterin our class.
happy leh!i just wished dat one week was forever.
den we closed both doors at the back && front.
fasten the clock and do our own work
we wanted her out of da class EARLY and wanted her to get STUCK outside for a while.
u knw likee delaying her arrival?
i knw.MEAN.rite?

den wut else?
sivik was plain boring as usual
dat teacher pathmavathy i think??
ok nvm.i can never get her indian slang.

pfft.
mitran asked for my url.
wonder wuts his up2.
i sense sumthin not gud.
wutever la.he cant eat me anyways.hahaha
damnit.kgt havent finish.
sejarah folio also.
ahhh!
stoopid homework.

&& i tot tmrws a holiday.*sigh*

2006-07-20T08:49:00.000+08:00

guess wad?
i stayed up till 1 sumthin am dis morn
talkin 2 dunstan.
gila punya budak.
u knw i was abt 2 slip arnd 12 sumthing od bah dat
frm talkin 2 brandon && raul.
so yeah.
den tiba tiba dis dunstan
msg wen everybody wanna slip
cuz he slept before dat.
dunno la frm wut tym 2 wut tym.
gila punya budak.
but i love him:D

i was too anxious to talk 2 him also
till i risk my own tiredness and sleepiness.
damn it.
haha.but nevermindlah.
my boyfren juga ba tuee.
den i told him abt my dream.
freaky dream he go say cool.
haih.
hahaha.

den kan hes dad so cool man.
hes likee totally cool abt me being together wif his son?
my dad i dunno.
i think he marah dat.
hell say STUDYSTUDYSTUDY
dont LOVELOVELOVE first.
ahh.

i only got 7 hours sleeepp.
and my resolution to sleep early never work out.
my frens all yg not skewl frens all i tok wif at nitee.
and likee arnd 10-12ish.
so hard laaa.
sleep pun teda beza dis.
pfft.just great.
&& to even do my work also like no tym.
my time management is so down man.
i think ill fail for it.
tell me how 2 make my life easier and moree spacious?
to do things i love to do & suppose 2 do?
dey say 2 drop da comp.
but its sumthing i love.darn.tag me for suggestions.
ok so update l8r peeps.wanna luk for new skin while
chattin wif sarah & doin stoopid bm
literature notes.ahh.

here i go agen.

2006-07-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

ok.dum dum dum

wednesday here.
daym.it sounds pathetic.
rite.

more more homeworks pilled up.

i still remember da way i felt wen i hugged him

i still do.

it feels soo.

soo.

indescribable

in a gud way of course.

how i wish i can rewind dat day

or dis sat happens to be the 2nd day of 7k agen

how i just wish it was

mm.today

it started of rily boring.

den after recess was fun.

shazzny accused me of dieting agen

cuz i din bring any food.

i just dun feel like eating or bringing food

which i normally do.

oh wells.

not like im gonna die.

den.erm.bm was a totally lame period

gud thing teacher din come in

otherwise itll be sympethetically tortured

kind of situation

u knw la YAP FUI YIN.//

ugh.

gonna change my layout soon!

wen i got da tym ; )

sent elle da pics liao.

dreamed abt dunstan last nite.

well not about just dat hes in it.

and i guess he was da main role?

it was certainly weird.likee.

my family pentingkan him more den me!

ookk.weird rite?

like my dad picked him up FIRST b4 me in skewl.

and he was sittin IN FRONT wif my dad.

likeee.okkk.

weird.

but still.dreams dun rily cum true rite?

i knw hes does.

strange isnt it?

but everytym he dreams a bad thing or sumthing

bad dat happens 2 hiim in da dream

for instance im plannin to break up wif him

den he cant slip for 2 nites straight in a week.

oh well.

me bored.

kiki suddenly off9.

ok.nvm.

tired of my daily routine.
why cant i make it more..
exciting?

2006-07-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

eves awesomely rawking
hahaha
she seriously is.

eve. says:
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iva. says:
pictures?

eve. says:
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eve. says:
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eve. sends:

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iva. says:
pictures

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eve. says:
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iva. says:
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eve. says:
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sasat man.i copy and paste our convo.
haha
i so malas wanna update in xanga.
like rilyyyy.
today was okla i guess.
annas acting weird.
like shee jarang layan mee
iris alsoooo
hmm.
normal i guess.
better dun let it bother me dat much
tired of thinking abt it too much
gives u a heartache no?
; )

daym.
next wed is er.pengawas thingy
so da dewan is gunna be filled wif mummies deco
pluss pyramids!
classic aint it?
dis morn talked 2 kerstine agen
my darl.
shes totally da best.
i loveee her

den erm.erm.kh sux.
kerja kayu thing.
hate it.
more laters.bored.

tuesday is here.

2006-07-18T18:42:00.000+08:00

ok wanna talk abt sunday first
cuz din get 2 update
well.i watched pirates of da caribbean.
awesome man i tell yu.
orlandos so HAWT dere.
*drool*
johnny depps funny.
hahaha
he has always been.
keira was beau.very.
haha.
"oh the heat!"
hahahaha.

mm.ok monday tym.
talked 2 christine abt 7k run
day dreaming abt it during class
wondering when can i see dose hawt orang putih guys agen?
haih.
christines regrettin for not taking pics
and im likeee
"my camera was in my pocket the WHOLE TYM"
shyt.

den mm.teacher theresa din cum in.
dunno why.
psv no teacher
so talk talk abt 7k.

tuesday is here.
boring la today.
but talked to kiki & reg
funny seniors.
playful lagi tueee
hahahaha.
dats not a bad thing thou;)
i lazy wanna update my xanga oo.
hahahaha.
but nvm.if got tym ill just copy paste frm here
pandai kan?
uiseh
hahahaha.

asked kiki a marvellous favor
(is da marvellous wif a double l?)
oh wells.ill double check wif da master of language l8r
da dictionary.;)
mm.dunst called me last nite.
couldnt resist it.
we missed each other.
hahahaha.

;)

no doubt la were gonna run agen next yr
so dere la
even deb and chris was like sayin next yr we MUST go!
hahaha.

im kinda happy cuz dey were like sayin
dunst is such a gentlemen.hahaha
i know rite.hahahaha
daym.
i just received a sms frm chris
shes not goin tuition
so ill be alone!
so anna has no transport
both parents in kl.
daym
oh wells.ill go also la
tmrw no need replacement.
hahaha
XD

i malas go replacement.

my mum like soo bising abt updatin dis thingy.
like wad da hell?
i hate her.
od la dis stoopid frindge she cute so ugly.
budu oo.
g2g.she marah d
daym it.

2006-07-16T19:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday was sooooooo fun!

it started off like dis

arnd 11 sumthin in da morn talked
2 kerstine; shes over at las vegas
so she told me all abt her skewl and all
la && dat deyre all are havin
summer vacation nows
havent been in touch wif her for 6 yrs!

and yet she still remembers me
wahhhh

den arnd 1 sumthin like dat
all of us went 2 karamunsin
to get my mums measurement done
for her baju kurung
and had lunch downstairs in da
food court

den after dat wanted 2 buy mcd
so went up la
den saw a group of fanciscans
waved at dem
din realised hana was dere too
sry babe.
ahah

den after dat i was kinda late for da quiz
rushed to centre
on da way to da parkin dere
bumped into ameeras car
waved at her tru da window

hahahah

den after i got in
i went palm square
&& it was so EMPTY
called iris
and she told me its on da GROUND FLOOR
padahal in da letter sed palm square
sasat!

den went down all dey tok
was abt crappy bluehyppo thingy
dere wasnt much of a quiz
just talk on da mic
like okkkkk
teacher sed dey oni wanted 2
introduce 2 us abt da site oni
fineee

den we cabut abt 30 minutes l8r
teacher anna sed can go off diam diam
so we did
haha
den at the end debra dey all din follow me 2 sutera
she was suppose 2 follow my car
since she gt no transport
but den twins couldnt make it
so sarah and jeshi had no transport
since dey were suppose 2 follow da twins

so debra called her bro
and at the end she followed him
3 of dem
so after i left centre
went straight to sutera
by dat tym
i saw alot of ppl wif 7k run shirt
den after dat had tea wif my family
over at marina while waiting for my frens
theyre so slow man
ahahahahhaha

=))

at last!dey came after i waited likee 1 hour and a half?
saw teacher mimi
she went and registered us
den after dat put bags in da locker
and headed off to the covered tennis court
wen we reached dere
EVERYBODY was warmin up
doin their thangs
LOL
seriously

after da run laaa.
was so damn tired.
gud thing dunstan gave us checkpoint tickets.
haha
he asked me b4 dat to let him do it
i was like blur cuz my first tym rite
so he was likee
nvm.just let me do it.

;)

isnt he sweeet?
den after dat we walkd together
back to da starting point.
:)

we kinda left debbie and sarah
wif jeshi at the bak cuz dey
wanted 2 find brandon john.
aka debras hunk.

haha

so after dat we rest la
den got entertainment.
den got drums
den made frens wif more ppl
den after dat
walked by the seashore wif dunstan
hahaha
but din rily hold hands.

regretted it now.

after a while he had to go
so i hugged him
i told sarah i wanted 2 hug him
but i was too shy
nearly gabe up on it
but she pushed me in to him
she and debra
lol.me and dunst nearly fell.
but gud thing he got his balance
otherwise ill land on top of him
hahaha

so after dat he left
went bak 2 da ceremony
debbie left too soon after dat
jeshi too
christine also
soo den me and sarah had a drink in marina lobby

while waitin for my mum
we made frens wif dese 2 maktab boys
form 4
deyre da ones who approched us first
hahaha

till den.i g2g eat dinner.
conitue more l8r.
i love yesterday.
lol

2006-07-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

wee.
in skewl was ok i guess.
din talk much today
shazzny even asked if im ok
i just din felt like talkin
din eat also
hahaha
yesterday
everybody was shocked to see me
linin up in canteen
buyin food
my mum din save me sum butter cake
she left me CHOCOLATE instead
dun like chocolate cakeee
bleigh

dey poke me
sayin dis da FIRST tym seein me in canteen
hahahaha
=))
&& my whole record was to not buy at ALL!
haha
tru out da whole yr
:P

den today
just ate ONE fishball
and water
dats it
suprisingly
not hungry at all
wah
den came hom
showered
trus went out

went and send my lil sis and bro to tuition
den go silky
to buy my mums materials
den went to bread story b4 dat
:D
hehe
sry not in cronology
:D

den after silky
went karamunsing
bought new power shoes
yeah
POWER
:P
den ate mcflurryyy
by da tym it was 9
had 2 fetch dem bak
den went home lor

chattin wif brandon;sarah;danica;and nabz(ex-form 5)

suprisingly i did my homework today
yeah!
so suprised at myself
im weird today
hahahah
admit lagi tuue
sasat man

nvmla.
u dun care also ba kan?

2006-07-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

"find arms dat will hold you at yr weakest;
eyes dat will see yu at yr ugliest;
&& a heart dat will love you at your
worst.
den you have found TRUE LOVE".

oh man
first period got assigment
already!=(
sumthin arb manners
haha

sigh
i guess we were too noisy
till teacher mimi quickly
dashed out of da class
after scoldin us
-bummer-
i feel rily guilty
although i dun have any idea
wut happen
except da fact dat we were SO noisy
cuz i was trying to slip
hahah
tired frm basketball
hahahaha
:))

sempat kan?

skewls boring
i simply cant wait for saturday
&& how many tyms have i sed dat?
LOL

chynas movinggg =(
i mean not move move
just move house
i like her tmn kinabalu house
=)

[narcissist]
i think it means
like someone who
pentingkan diri sendiri

chyna says dat
the person who created
the mechanical pencil is a
genius!
"i simply cant live without it"

ive changed my friendster background for my
2nd account :D

*yawns*
so sleeepy in class
i dun like da new sivik teacher
she makes ur memorise stuffs
wen im sleepy
darn

had more free periods agen today
me;chris played wid our hands
and wen landed on an alphabet
think of a song
or a singer
under da category entertainment

den not long atfer dat shazz joined us
den move 2 category : ppl we knw
den we made it more challengin by
makin it an all boys category and must be full name
and must be someone ALL of us know.
hahah

;)

2006-07-13T08:57:00.000+08:00

okkk just got bak frm basketball practise.
dose form ones kan very ganas i tell you!
ahh
like soo hard 2 rebut da ball agen
mentang2 first tym go practise
haha
but fun la ;)

hehe.

currents:listenin 2 tym of our life && chattin wif sonia && josephine

sonias sarahs sis && josephines my cuzzie in law.my cuzzie also la
still da same :P